Jan 26, 2004 13:06
mood: grumpy
music: miss independent---kelly clarkson
well..i've been bored out of my mind...snow everywhere..and can't go anywhere or do anything...im so fricking bored...i miss michael like crazy..im getting irritated cos i miss him yet i cant see him and im not really sure when im gonna be able to see him..yesterday he called me and told me that he had gotten in a sledding accident and that he hurt his ribs pretty bad..he's not sure if they are broken or anything...but then he's like oh yeah i cant lift my arm above my shoulder it hurts too bad...and then he says oh but anyways we're getting ready to go sledding some more and ride four-wheelers on the solid ice...i was like why?? do you remember what you said to me friday nite (read previous journal entry: i.e.: about not wanting to hurt me by any of his actions, etc...)i called him when i woke up this morning...he stayed the nite at his grandmother's house with nick, jamieson, and his brother stephen...four guys that think they are invincible, nothing can happen to them....no common sense whatever..so i made him promise to call me to make sure that he was ok..i worry about him when he's with people that don't act within reason...and im still waiting to hear from him like 3 hours later...is it so hard to call and say hey im ok..bye??? no..what does he not practice what he preaches??? boys...