crazy people...piss me off!!
well alot has happened this weekend..me and michael finally spent alot of time alone..it was awesome..tonite he was like i want to tell you something, but im not shure if it will bother you..and i was like you better tell me or it will bother me...he was like i think im falling in love with you...and i was like aw..but we dont say it and we dont act on it...its just a mutial feeling...that isnt expressed in words...its so strange, but so peaceful and heart warming...its so different with him you know im not like obssessed thinking about him 24-7...i might talk a lot about him, but there's a big difference between talking about someone and then being obssessed...just clearing that up for some of yall people...well anyways sam for you...i dont care...its over...and i dont care..youre a great friend and all..like to keep it that way, but i try you try, shit we all try..its not possible sometimes...but i mean its the same with sylvia, and everybody else..its not michae, trey, stephen, anybody...its the fact we're growing up, things happen, people get busy, and thats the way it goes, im not gonna sit here and be like oh we dont hang out as much and thats ruining our friendship...cos no matter what sam, i still care for you, consider you one of my closest friends and itll always be like that no matter what..period...you know that..so stop doubting it....but anyways, dont sweat the small things it makes the whole situation about 4857485 times bigger than what it needs to be and its not worth getting all worked up about..and im not saying you are or i am ...im just saying let it go...cos it doesnt bother me and its shouldnt bother you...so maybe we can set up a day or something this week...we'll try until it becomes something we achieve..ok :) smiles..tata