I live. and 2010 nanowrimo thoughts
Its been a while since I did a straight update on here, so lets look at some business in dot-point:
-I finally got my phone a cable so it connects to my computer. Yay!
-I bought a PSP. (and dissidia and DnD tactics-- pissed that dissidia doesn't have the damn Japanese voices)
-I got a cool lolita kimono dress thing off ebay (yeah I know its not my style, but it suits me)
-I got a haircut (and he gave me the annoying bangs of death)
-I'm rebuying some old books.
-I've started running a mekton game on my Mondays.
-One of my best friends humiliated me on Friday while I was trying to talk to a guy. (I could have gotten me some rejection WITHOUT his help)
-I've done some more wallpapers and graphics.
-Geocities closing means that I need to get my new website up and running on freewebs.
-Gotta hold the con in canberra next year
-And the nano-buzz. This year looks a little... odd. I have no idea what I'm doing yet, but I will goddamnwell finish it this time. I'm thinking something I can submit to one of the online paying slash archives.... or start my own pay-to-read ones.... hmm.
-Been doing lots of dolls stuff, and getting not too hideous at shading.
-Started playing Guild Wars.
-Got duped on GW by some ASSHOLE. who was being all nice and offered to show me the ropes and free gold, and took me out, got me to do this one-time-only quest and gave me a little gold and went 'gtg' only for me to find out he made 25k off of my gullible ass. There are levels of sleeziness and then there's THAT. That is just.... despicable. Think I'm angrier at myself for thinking he was actually a 'nice guy' or something.
-Really and honestly considering seeing a psychologist. I've got a lot swimming in my head and I think I should try and sort through my -now becoming serious- abandonment issues and fear of success and probably the issues that are the cause of everything. I think the psychologist might find me hyper-critical of myself too.
-Found out just how overweight I am, and am looking 'actively' at diets. This is more like, I actually checked out the diet-fad stands and went into a gym and all that, as opposed to scorning their existence and yearning for a clear window and some ice-cream to torment weight-obsessed skanks with.
-I finally got my phone a cable so it connects to my computer. Yay!
-I bought a PSP. (and dissidia and DnD tactics-- pissed that dissidia doesn't have the damn Japanese voices)
-I got a cool lolita kimono dress thing off ebay (yeah I know its not my style, but it suits me)
-I got a haircut (and he gave me the annoying bangs of death)
-I'm rebuying some old books.
-I've started running a mekton game on my Mondays.
-One of my best friends humiliated me on Friday while I was trying to talk to a guy. (I could have gotten me some rejection WITHOUT his help)
-I've done some more wallpapers and graphics.
-Geocities closing means that I need to get my new website up and running on freewebs.
-Gotta hold the con in canberra next year
-And the nano-buzz. This year looks a little... odd. I have no idea what I'm doing yet, but I will goddamnwell finish it this time. I'm thinking something I can submit to one of the online paying slash archives.... or start my own pay-to-read ones.... hmm.
-Been doing lots of dolls stuff, and getting not too hideous at shading.
-Started playing Guild Wars.
-Got duped on GW by some ASSHOLE. who was being all nice and offered to show me the ropes and free gold, and took me out, got me to do this one-time-only quest and gave me a little gold and went 'gtg' only for me to find out he made 25k off of my gullible ass. There are levels of sleeziness and then there's THAT. That is just.... despicable. Think I'm angrier at myself for thinking he was actually a 'nice guy' or something.
-Really and honestly considering seeing a psychologist. I've got a lot swimming in my head and I think I should try and sort through my -now becoming serious- abandonment issues and fear of success and probably the issues that are the cause of everything. I think the psychologist might find me hyper-critical of myself too.
-Found out just how overweight I am, and am looking 'actively' at diets. This is more like, I actually checked out the diet-fad stands and went into a gym and all that, as opposed to scorning their existence and yearning for a clear window and some ice-cream to torment weight-obsessed skanks with.