Jul 06, 2004 01:06
Spending an entire day shopping and spending $300 on myself, for no reason other than because I deserve it, brings me more gratification then any drug or any amount of alcohol could ever.
I believe I have an addiction to indulging in myself.
"I blame everyone else, not my own partaking
My passive-aggressiveness can be devastating
I'm terrified and mistrusting
And you’ve never met anyone as,
As closed down as I am sometimes."