"Close your eyes, lock the doors, kiss me, I'm yours"
So I haven't written anything at all interesting lately, and nothing of any substance, and I'm not sure if this is going to be the entry that breaks that streak or not, because I haven't really felt like writing in a while, and I'm not sure if I do yet. I go through phases where I'll write a lot, all the time, and then nothing for a long time.
Anyway. It makes me happy to say that I'm dating an adorable boy I get along with amazingly well, and that's awesome because that doesn't happen very often. I'm planning on doing what I can to make it work nicely, because I think it would be worth the effort. I'd say more, but I'm not the type to gush endless good things about people I know read my journal. Let's just say that if I Were that type, there would be many many nice things written about him, and we'll leave it at that.
For the last few months my life has been this complete and utter mess, as far as school and relationships go. Obviously, I totally bombed out in all my classes last semester and obviously, I blame most of that on my crazy, heartbreaking neighbor, who caused depression of the worst kind and an ability to do anything productive for several weeks.
So now it's like everything is rebuilding and coming together. It's so true how when one part of your life goes wrong, all of it goes downhill, and when one part goes right, everything else gets better.
I have this amazing chance to start over at school, and make a little effort, and do something that proves I'm not an idiot. Because it's pretty clear to me that I'm not, but I've been feeling like one for quite a while. It would make me feel even better about my life if I could do something that proves I have an IQ.
And I have these great friends, both at school and all over the country who I absolutely adore.
Edit for Mr. Hollis: And then I have these great friends, both at school and all over the country, AND in Scotland who I absolutely adore.
And I have a lovely boy who is happy and silly =)
So if I do things right, everything will be mostly good and happy for at least a while. And that would really be great because I'm sick of feeling like everything is just shit all the time. Yayyyy for happy things.
Anyway. It makes me happy to say that I'm dating an adorable boy I get along with amazingly well, and that's awesome because that doesn't happen very often. I'm planning on doing what I can to make it work nicely, because I think it would be worth the effort. I'd say more, but I'm not the type to gush endless good things about people I know read my journal. Let's just say that if I Were that type, there would be many many nice things written about him, and we'll leave it at that.
For the last few months my life has been this complete and utter mess, as far as school and relationships go. Obviously, I totally bombed out in all my classes last semester and obviously, I blame most of that on my crazy, heartbreaking neighbor, who caused depression of the worst kind and an ability to do anything productive for several weeks.
So now it's like everything is rebuilding and coming together. It's so true how when one part of your life goes wrong, all of it goes downhill, and when one part goes right, everything else gets better.
I have this amazing chance to start over at school, and make a little effort, and do something that proves I'm not an idiot. Because it's pretty clear to me that I'm not, but I've been feeling like one for quite a while. It would make me feel even better about my life if I could do something that proves I have an IQ.
And I have these great friends, both at school and all over the country who I absolutely adore.
Edit for Mr. Hollis: And then I have these great friends, both at school and all over the country, AND in Scotland who I absolutely adore.
And I have a lovely boy who is happy and silly =)
So if I do things right, everything will be mostly good and happy for at least a while. And that would really be great because I'm sick of feeling like everything is just shit all the time. Yayyyy for happy things.