ok so i lied
ok so i AM back but typing very slow. surgery went okay. started feeling pain last night at like 12. my fingers are big too.
smells like spring outside.
i got fun gifts yesterday and today from people. it was nice of them
im so confused too. i kinda bring it on myself. i cant trust guys. when i feel like i should, i find a reason not to. which is what im doing now. now i doubt hes even talking to me. he wasnt earlier i know. i have my reasons though for why i ask things and things i have to say shouldnt even be said online especially since i only have my left hand. ((i had stuff here that i wish i could say but i deleted it all im not going to try anymore, if he wants to talk to me, he knows ill answer))
Sam came and visited me today like she told me she would. that was nice of her. thanks sam!
smells like spring outside.
i got fun gifts yesterday and today from people. it was nice of them
im so confused too. i kinda bring it on myself. i cant trust guys. when i feel like i should, i find a reason not to. which is what im doing now. now i doubt hes even talking to me. he wasnt earlier i know. i have my reasons though for why i ask things and things i have to say shouldnt even be said online especially since i only have my left hand. ((i had stuff here that i wish i could say but i deleted it all im not going to try anymore, if he wants to talk to me, he knows ill answer))
Sam came and visited me today like she told me she would. that was nice of her. thanks sam!