ughhh 2 more daysss
8,9,10,11,12,1,2,3 all roll by and finally it's 3:19 and we are all waiting by the door. Anxiety builds up as weekend plans run though your head. Maybe even whats going on after that bell rings. You may be going to see a special someone or going somewhere right after that bell rings. 3:19 is the longest minute of the day. It's long awaited upon but when it comes you want it to change to 3:20. Day after day this time of day comes and once its over with, you have to wait for it again. This is the horrible anxiety of school. December 17th at 3:19 will be THE longest minute. Longer than normal. I can't wait until it's over with.
I tried to get out of school tomorrow but it didnt work. I really really really do NOT want to go. I was going to see if i could take Friday off but Justin made me pinky swear and shake on it that I'll come if he does for the assembly. ughhhh
this kid sean in my math class put games on my calculator today. I was excited!! I was playing it in spanish, English, and psychology
Christmas is coming!! I'm so excited!! I'm going to so busy during that time.. and I love to be busy. Always being on the go is fun. The 1st friday of break though I have to babysit my brothers, saturday I'm going to the cabin, 21st I'm getting braces, that night we are exchanging gifts?, then working somewhere in between there. Then xmas. Thhheennn Matt came up with the idea that we go on a day trip to Wisconsin for a ski/snow boarding trip. Hopefully I can go... that would be a lot of fun! Then comes my surgery. and yeah im rambling.
Oh yeah so Trac, Sam, and I were talking in math RC the other day and they were complaining about how I change who I like everyday and its just a new thing everyday. Which is true. So I am going to be honest, I really have no idea who I like. I did like Zach... he phased out. I did like Geoff... he phased out. I did like Mike... and right now I still don't know about that one. I could go into detail on why I don't but I dont feel like it. But yeah anyways, I'm going to keep my feelings to myself now bc either my friends hate it changing or I let them out and nothing good comes from it. oh yeah and im the only one in my group of friends without a bf. Why am I so anti-relationship? there are few people that once they say they like me that I will return the liking. Usually I'll be like oh... and suddenly not like them anymore even if I had a huge thing for them. whatever, i guess I'll eventually find someone I'll like back. and hopefully before I die haha.
JJ: i hope they dont give us homework cuz ill kill sumone
Me: ill assist you lol
JJ: haha,ull bring da gun and ill be the shovel
Me: sounds good to me
Once again, I hate school.