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I suppose this is long due for an update.
Saturday night, Rob and I broke up.
So I'm single again.
I'm handling things better than I thought I would. After I hung up with Rob, I went over to Jill's room, crawled in her bed (so kindly waking her up), after she drifted off to sleep, I went back to my room. I told Autumn (my kitten) that she needed to come and sleep at the head of my bed, which she did, I think mostly by the curiousity of the noise my crying made (lol). But she walked away when my tears began landing on her. I eventually fell asleep.
I've been okay, I guess I was kinda waiting around, to see if Rob would change his mind for a few days, and when he didn't, I decided I needed to move on. Which I am.
On Valentines Day my class got cancelled, and I didn't have to babysit, so I ended up going to one class in the morning and doing things around the house for the day. Around 8, Don and I concluded we should get together. Which was fun, I learned how confusing Gratiot is to drive on, lol. But we went to Taco Bell, and did some shopping for him. It was so good to see an old friend, and we're suppose to hang out again next weekend, so yeah!
Wednesday, I saw Rob when I went by his house to get my LOST tape, I ended up tearing up, when we hugged goodbye. It was nice seeing him, but really hard. Therefore I don't think I can see him for a little while, at least till I recover enough. He said it was nice seeing me. I made an awesome dinner, which everyone loved. Autumn sat by me while I cried a little bit, drawn by curiousity I suppose. lol.
Today, I went to school, babysat, and then Jill and I went to Target with Jill. Target was fun. Bought a pair of gauchos (SP?), tank top to match, shoes to match, another T-shirt, dollar rack stuff, and this string of pearls. (I've been contimplating buying them since Spring Break my senior year, so I thought it was about time).
So thats how my weeks been.
Tomarrow I work all day, oh joy. At least it'll keep me busy.
Oh I've decided to teach myself the guitar, and I know six notes so far, lol. I've also been working on my old songs, and some new ones (which I don't have much confidence in).
I've been doing my devotions and spending more time with God in the past few weeks, and I'm SO happy I'm finding my way back to him.
I've also been thinking that I want to try to not date anyone until, I think I've found the one God wants me with. I don't want to go through another heartach. I made a short list of things I'm looking for in a man, and I'm gonna try to stick to my waiting for that guy commitment.
ooo one last thing, I got my OU acceptance letter (I know its just OU, lol) and I'm going there in the fall!
Saturday night, Rob and I broke up.
So I'm single again.
I'm handling things better than I thought I would. After I hung up with Rob, I went over to Jill's room, crawled in her bed (so kindly waking her up), after she drifted off to sleep, I went back to my room. I told Autumn (my kitten) that she needed to come and sleep at the head of my bed, which she did, I think mostly by the curiousity of the noise my crying made (lol). But she walked away when my tears began landing on her. I eventually fell asleep.
I've been okay, I guess I was kinda waiting around, to see if Rob would change his mind for a few days, and when he didn't, I decided I needed to move on. Which I am.
On Valentines Day my class got cancelled, and I didn't have to babysit, so I ended up going to one class in the morning and doing things around the house for the day. Around 8, Don and I concluded we should get together. Which was fun, I learned how confusing Gratiot is to drive on, lol. But we went to Taco Bell, and did some shopping for him. It was so good to see an old friend, and we're suppose to hang out again next weekend, so yeah!
Wednesday, I saw Rob when I went by his house to get my LOST tape, I ended up tearing up, when we hugged goodbye. It was nice seeing him, but really hard. Therefore I don't think I can see him for a little while, at least till I recover enough. He said it was nice seeing me. I made an awesome dinner, which everyone loved. Autumn sat by me while I cried a little bit, drawn by curiousity I suppose. lol.
Today, I went to school, babysat, and then Jill and I went to Target with Jill. Target was fun. Bought a pair of gauchos (SP?), tank top to match, shoes to match, another T-shirt, dollar rack stuff, and this string of pearls. (I've been contimplating buying them since Spring Break my senior year, so I thought it was about time).
So thats how my weeks been.
Tomarrow I work all day, oh joy. At least it'll keep me busy.
Oh I've decided to teach myself the guitar, and I know six notes so far, lol. I've also been working on my old songs, and some new ones (which I don't have much confidence in).
I've been doing my devotions and spending more time with God in the past few weeks, and I'm SO happy I'm finding my way back to him.
I've also been thinking that I want to try to not date anyone until, I think I've found the one God wants me with. I don't want to go through another heartach. I made a short list of things I'm looking for in a man, and I'm gonna try to stick to my waiting for that guy commitment.
ooo one last thing, I got my OU acceptance letter (I know its just OU, lol) and I'm going there in the fall!