i made a lot of mistakes in my mind, in my mind
So i don't know the last time i updated. that's a problem (as usual).
Things are alright, i guess. the weather was really really cold for about two weeks, and then it was in the 20's last week and it felt nice, and this week it's been a heat wave in the 30's. it feels like hoodie weather when usually it means a coat.
school is alright, though i'm really loving CC at this point. calc is just kind of a filler class, like i can do fine in it, and cs is kind of killing me right now, but our teacher told us that we basically all get either c's or a's, so i'm not incredibly worried. i won't be getting a 4.0 this semester because of cc, but still. atleast i'm enjoying the class, and i feel like i'm really earning my grade. though my teacher kind of sucks, the texts we've been reading have been awesome. i really really love john stuart mill. and i enjoyed the story of avis, too. the stuff we read all fits together so well, you'd think they'd planned it or something (just kidding, of course they do, they revise the list every year). but now i get to pick which class i want to do for the second half of the semester, what i want to study. i haven't really looked at it yet, so i dunno.
for lent, i gave up pizza and chocolate. it's going to be rough. but we'll see.
i can't wait til spring break. i have a math test, a cs quiz, and a 4 page paper for cc before then. i just want to do it all and get it out of the way and go home and relax. though i may be going home tomorrow. i don't know yet.
basically, i don't know anything. the future is undecided and i'm willing to sit with that undecidedness for a while. i'm just sort of going with wherever i get lead. could be disastrous, could be amazing. i can't tell. haha.
Things are alright, i guess. the weather was really really cold for about two weeks, and then it was in the 20's last week and it felt nice, and this week it's been a heat wave in the 30's. it feels like hoodie weather when usually it means a coat.
school is alright, though i'm really loving CC at this point. calc is just kind of a filler class, like i can do fine in it, and cs is kind of killing me right now, but our teacher told us that we basically all get either c's or a's, so i'm not incredibly worried. i won't be getting a 4.0 this semester because of cc, but still. atleast i'm enjoying the class, and i feel like i'm really earning my grade. though my teacher kind of sucks, the texts we've been reading have been awesome. i really really love john stuart mill. and i enjoyed the story of avis, too. the stuff we read all fits together so well, you'd think they'd planned it or something (just kidding, of course they do, they revise the list every year). but now i get to pick which class i want to do for the second half of the semester, what i want to study. i haven't really looked at it yet, so i dunno.
for lent, i gave up pizza and chocolate. it's going to be rough. but we'll see.
i can't wait til spring break. i have a math test, a cs quiz, and a 4 page paper for cc before then. i just want to do it all and get it out of the way and go home and relax. though i may be going home tomorrow. i don't know yet.
basically, i don't know anything. the future is undecided and i'm willing to sit with that undecidedness for a while. i'm just sort of going with wherever i get lead. could be disastrous, could be amazing. i can't tell. haha.