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Here I am sitting, right beside the window with the cool wind blowing in from outside, sipping my first cup of caffeine, waiting for both of my men to wake up from their morning nap. Granted, both Mark and I had restless sleep last night due to Seth's "lethal" combination of having the Cold and him Teething at the same time but I feel like I am wasting time here. We need to get up and go to the Pumpkin Patch and the Greek Festival today while its still sunny, cool and beautiful outside!! AARRRGGGHH!
Okay, for those of you who have read my status update on FB this morning, yes, I have been in a foul mood. Which is another reason why I am sooo eager to go outside and enjoy the day. I need the cool, refreshing wind to be a form of distractions to my emotions and to "sweep the foul mood" away. I have just been under a lot of stress lately. Events surrounding Seth's recent "developmental needs" (not going into details so pls dont ask), the inconclusive and the dreading wait to hear about this house that we intended to get, my need to get things moving before the next one comes etc etc.. all is wearing down on me. Yes, yes.. ppl tell me not to fret and not to worry but if I dont, things dont move around here. I feel like sometimes, I am the ring master here. I have to strike the whip to get things moving and its hard to manage that on top of everything else that I am going through. Yes, Mark is a great source of support and help but only after I had to remind him and ask for help! Why cant he sometimes do it on his own initiative???
Anyway, I am calling it a day for my foul mood today! I have a splitting headache right now and really, all I want is a nice and relaxing vacation before the next mayhem happens. I dont think I am in much luck for the latter but maybe a nice day out will work its magic for me.
Shoot! I am just going to drag the boys outta bed now!!!!
Okay, for those of you who have read my status update on FB this morning, yes, I have been in a foul mood. Which is another reason why I am sooo eager to go outside and enjoy the day. I need the cool, refreshing wind to be a form of distractions to my emotions and to "sweep the foul mood" away. I have just been under a lot of stress lately. Events surrounding Seth's recent "developmental needs" (not going into details so pls dont ask), the inconclusive and the dreading wait to hear about this house that we intended to get, my need to get things moving before the next one comes etc etc.. all is wearing down on me. Yes, yes.. ppl tell me not to fret and not to worry but if I dont, things dont move around here. I feel like sometimes, I am the ring master here. I have to strike the whip to get things moving and its hard to manage that on top of everything else that I am going through. Yes, Mark is a great source of support and help but only after I had to remind him and ask for help! Why cant he sometimes do it on his own initiative???
Anyway, I am calling it a day for my foul mood today! I have a splitting headache right now and really, all I want is a nice and relaxing vacation before the next mayhem happens. I dont think I am in much luck for the latter but maybe a nice day out will work its magic for me.
Shoot! I am just going to drag the boys outta bed now!!!!