i think i missed a day of commenting :S coz i was too sad :| lame xcuse but yeah i did miss a day of commenting :| when i went to your lj i found a page i hadnt read and 2 entries from the 2nd page
oh hun no worries at all! dont even bother! i dont expect you to comment on everything, i love that you do but i dont expect it! especially when you're hurt and upset!
But I doo! I mean hey when I post in your lj its like something fun to say coz its hardly ever 'depressing', hell it never is *touch wood*
You're a happy fun girl! I feel happy when I'm here lol I'm always laughing or smiling even when I'm feeling really down. Just at times (even though its bad) I hold myself back from laughing :| but thats when I'm REALLY down
*hugs back* yes :) i forgot how nice and good it is to open up until yesterday ...
i just got to be me .. as in not this me lol. really not all this depressed all the time. i tend not to tell anyone anything when i'm down and open up in my lj. and i never seem to always mention something that makes me happy :S i dont know why :|
i am! i had a really good night at jan's last night. it was fun .. had to babysit 4 kids abbi and josh are jan's kids, kristi and jay are the friends.
i had a couple of drinks after they went to bed .. i bumped into rich online and when he said bye he sent a (K) and i got all teary eyed. i felt my heart melt .. i felt weak at the time. its one of those moments when you feel so weak you could just throw yourself at the person sitting next to you .. shit i'm bad!!
i even made a post in a drunken state and NOT at all proud of it. really embarassed
but i have to admit i have been feeling lighter .. until we spoke last night .. but i will be okay xxx
haha yeah! they were soo nice :D its supposed to be the babysitter making it good for them but they made me forget my sorrow for a bit .. up until they went to bed adn i went onlin ewhen it started agian.
i drank coz of him :( did i ever mention i love him? and I wish I could slap him and make him understand some things :| its like he doesnt listen ya know
Yes and hey you're one of those people responsible for it :) xx *huggles*
well im glad you got a break from being upset at least :)
*big hugs* you'll always have feelings and men just never understand things. but YAY for slapping him ;) and yeah.. i wish u could just go up and shake someone and say UNDERSTAND DAMNIT!!
poo
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ya know what .. I had missed soo many of your entries :O I dont know how :O so weird lol. Yesterday I was like :| woah! how come i missed this bunch!
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You're a happy fun girl!
I feel happy when I'm here lol I'm always laughing or smiling even when I'm feeling really down. Just at times (even though its bad) I hold myself back from laughing :| but thats when I'm REALLY down
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yes :) i forgot how nice and good it is to open up until yesterday ...
i just got to be me .. as in not this me lol. really not all this depressed all the time. i tend not to tell anyone anything when i'm down and open up in my lj. and i never seem to always mention something that makes me happy :S i dont know why :|
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be happy love *big hugs*! i hope you start feeling better soon! :)
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i am! i had a really good night at jan's last night. it was fun .. had to babysit 4 kids abbi and josh are jan's kids, kristi and jay are the friends.
i had a couple of drinks after they went to bed .. i bumped into rich online and when he said bye he sent a (K) and i got all teary eyed. i felt my heart melt .. i felt weak at the time. its one of those moments when you feel so weak you could just throw yourself at the person sitting next to you .. shit i'm bad!!
i even made a post in a drunken state and NOT at all proud of it. really embarassed
but i have to admit i have been feeling lighter .. until we spoke last night .. but i will be okay
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awww..! *hugs big*
yay drunken posts! :)
good im glad you you're feeling better :) and im SUPER glad you'll be okay! :D
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its supposed to be the babysitter making it good for them but they made me forget my sorrow for a bit .. up until they went to bed adn i went onlin ewhen it started agian.
i drank coz of him :( did i ever mention i love him? and I wish I could slap him and make him understand some things :| its like he doesnt listen ya know
Yes and hey you're one of those people responsible for it :) xx *huggles*
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*big hugs* you'll always have feelings and men just never understand things. but YAY for slapping him ;) and yeah.. i wish u could just go up and shake someone and say UNDERSTAND DAMNIT!!
loves to ya! *hugs*.. again :)
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LMAO! I have thought of that b4!!!
I cant wait to have kids .. ones like the 4 I babysat who would always make me laugh :D BUT I fear babies :|
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