compromise
this whole time i've been compromising. it helps. i have stopped being so fucking selfish. but i have done one thing i'm ashamed of. i insulted a friend. she made me angry, i should have shut the fuck up, i said things that i didn't entirely mean and now i'm no better than the names i called her. like i've said - i'm such a fucking bitch.
this week i've fucked things up with:
-Nelsol
-Rachel
-School
^Spanish
^English
^Math
-Parents
barfy. but now i've learned that i have to fix the problems i've caused. i can't just cry and hope and pry, i need to take action. bottom line - i need to grow up. and i have. i'm almost 18 and i still cry over what i've done to friends and loved ones. i'm sorry everyone. why do i always hurt the ones i love? is it just me?
in other news
This picture...yeah...
Guess what! Nelsol's euroasian (european asian) and i'm ameripino (american filipino). Haha. i just thought that was cute...cuz....i'm retarded. =P
i got a new cell phone. it has camera and video and i need to take a picture of everyone who is worth taking up picture space on it. so that means i'm driving to texarkana to get a pic of brittany! nakie. oooooh. i've got a boner. ryan better watch out.
time for bio. and american idol. and then "left behind" gasp. kristy, a christian? you betchya. you really shouldn't underestimate people. they may suprise you.
this week i've fucked things up with:
-Nelsol
-Rachel
-School
^Spanish
^English
^Math
-Parents
barfy. but now i've learned that i have to fix the problems i've caused. i can't just cry and hope and pry, i need to take action. bottom line - i need to grow up. and i have. i'm almost 18 and i still cry over what i've done to friends and loved ones. i'm sorry everyone. why do i always hurt the ones i love? is it just me?
in other news
This picture...yeah...
Guess what! Nelsol's euroasian (european asian) and i'm ameripino (american filipino). Haha. i just thought that was cute...cuz....i'm retarded. =P
i got a new cell phone. it has camera and video and i need to take a picture of everyone who is worth taking up picture space on it. so that means i'm driving to texarkana to get a pic of brittany! nakie. oooooh. i've got a boner. ryan better watch out.
time for bio. and american idol. and then "left behind" gasp. kristy, a christian? you betchya. you really shouldn't underestimate people. they may suprise you.