Jan 09, 2005 18:44
yea i have a smile on, but im not necessarily happy.
you can make me happy, but you won't.
even though you can be amazing, you can also be a jerk.
why can't i seem to be able to show you what i want, feel and need?
because im so used to not having to.
but i obviously need to lay it out for you.
and i don't think i can.
im sorry.
maybe it was a mistake.
but what if it wasn't?
what would happen?
how will i know?
can you show me? show me how you feel?
how do i know that i can trust you?
you say you need me, but how can i be sure if you don't talk to me?
i'll be ok. don't worry about me.
but it won't be a change for you.
you never did.
but i'll miss you.
and thats the truth.
with all my love, im leaving.
random thing i found on the internet that is really kinda sad and depressing but whatever. my toe is huge. hahaha. by the way...i wanna do something tonight...call me if you can do somethin. almost anything would work. 476-5511....i love you all...Hannah*