Even at my worst, I'm best with you

[sweetcheer21xo]

This past weekend was fun
Friday~
Brendon came over and we got jelly beans and watched movies
Saturday~
Went to Brendon's cousin's wedding
Then went to a party
Sunday~
Washed my car
Then it started raining so i was washing it in the rain
Pulled it into the garage to dry it off
Then went over to Brendon's


^Got prom pics back friday =)
I'll be getting the rest of my prom pics and some from the wedding back soon
I'll post them!

I don't kno what's with me lately
I've been so worried about what's happening in the future
I really need to just focus on what's happening right now
Before I screw things up
I'm just scared of things changing
I don't want this school year to end
I'm worried about next year and there's nothing I can do
I like everything how it is now
I need to vent, but i dont wanna do it here
I need someone to talk to
I want everything to be the same, I'm scared
And I need to stop being so darn selfish, I don't mean to, but I do sometimes
I was hoping this entry would be more upbeat, well at least the first half is

Please don't become what I know you're not
I like us the way we are now

I'm sorry...