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I can't believe friday is almost here. I can't wait. I'm hanging out with Lilly. I'm so excited. When I'm with her I don't feel like I'm stupid or that I have to act like a different person. I can be myself. Last weekend was a blast. And I'm sure this weekend will be even more super. Senior has brought upon so many new friendships. The people i never thought that i would be friends with, are now my friends. It's totally incredible. There are still people that i hope to get to know a lot people befor senior year is over. A lot of accomplishments for this year. Let me tell ya. There are so many. Only a few people know what they are.Three years ago i liked the person i was not. Not nessicarlly my actions or what i did. But my personallity. When I'm hanging with lilly. I remember back then, and i miss that. Don't get me wrong. I love hanging out with my other friends as well. But sometimes the people we hang out with. Really aren't my favorite cup of tea. And it may not seem like it when i'm with them. But really in the inside , i feel strange, out of place, left out, can't act like my crazy and loud person, can't act stupid because i'm affraid someone is going to embarrase me. I don't like being put on the spot. I don't like getting embarrased. I don't like being on the side line. I don't like the feeling of awkward ness. When i'm with Max, ian, lilly, eve, meaghan, ect it's awesome.
Here is something that I find exciting. The Killers are coming!! I'am so excited. I'm definetly hitting that up. This is definetly a Kyrany and Krissy show. Me and her always go and see them perform. They are awsomeeeee. So many bands are coming. I love going to shows. Moshing is the shit. I love it. Its pretty amazing when you are one out of the two girls moshing and all of the guys are like wait what and are trying not hurt you. Dude its okay. Its a moshing pit. Mosh as hard as you need to.
Two more days left of this hell. First period is getting more boring by the minute. Someone please save me.