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I guess must also point out the amazing day I had Monday, August 7th...I guess the Monday long weekend.
I got home from the Teri's cottage (which was fantastic...Lake Haliburton is beautiful...and swimmable!) and I bawled for personal silly boy reasons (nothing too horrible, just a good old fashion woe is me cry). Then I fell asleep.
I woke up around 4 or 5pm and decided I needed fresh air so, smelly cottage clothes and all, I head out of my place, planning on getting food or finding Cherry Beach. Out in the hall, Matthew, my neighbour (not my lame Ex, from here on in, all references to Matt or Matthew will be re: My neighbour friend), was waiting for the elevator. Tall, auburn, easy-going Matt.
Next thing I know he's inviting me grocery shopping. We have a blast. We definately felt an instant complicity.
Next thing I know, he's cooking up dinner for us on the BBQ on his balcony.
Next thing I know, we're laying on his L shaped couch, heads touching, with our arms reached back, his over mine. Watching MTV. We nearly fall alseep until I kick myself out, walking the 2 steps it takes to get to my apartment in my bare socks.
Next thing you know, we're playing tennis with a buddy of his the following evening, after work. And of course, I hear him talk Macho Guy Talk and my little bubble burst. Easy there, Melissa...you've sworn off whirlwinds, idealizing and instant crushes, remember? Take it slow, get to know him and worst comes to worst, you have a great new friend.
I got home from the Teri's cottage (which was fantastic...Lake Haliburton is beautiful...and swimmable!) and I bawled for personal silly boy reasons (nothing too horrible, just a good old fashion woe is me cry). Then I fell asleep.
I woke up around 4 or 5pm and decided I needed fresh air so, smelly cottage clothes and all, I head out of my place, planning on getting food or finding Cherry Beach. Out in the hall, Matthew, my neighbour (not my lame Ex, from here on in, all references to Matt or Matthew will be re: My neighbour friend), was waiting for the elevator. Tall, auburn, easy-going Matt.
Next thing I know he's inviting me grocery shopping. We have a blast. We definately felt an instant complicity.
Next thing I know, he's cooking up dinner for us on the BBQ on his balcony.
Next thing I know, we're laying on his L shaped couch, heads touching, with our arms reached back, his over mine. Watching MTV. We nearly fall alseep until I kick myself out, walking the 2 steps it takes to get to my apartment in my bare socks.
Next thing you know, we're playing tennis with a buddy of his the following evening, after work. And of course, I hear him talk Macho Guy Talk and my little bubble burst. Easy there, Melissa...you've sworn off whirlwinds, idealizing and instant crushes, remember? Take it slow, get to know him and worst comes to worst, you have a great new friend.