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"Welcome to the real world," she said to me
Condescendingly
Ugh. Meat. I am seriously considering becoming a vegetarian. That is the most appealing option at this point.
Have you ever woken up to the smell of raw meat? Yeah, today was one of those days. My dad got back from a big hunting trip in Montana yesterday. He got a 300 pound elk that he's pretty proud of- and I was happy for him. That is, until I had the pleasure of waking up to the scent of it. It was just an overwhelming smell of flesh and blood that was, believe it or not, extremely nausiating. I've always had problems when it came to raw meat, but this pushed me over the edge.
Ahh! I'm so grossed out!
"The First Single" The Format
I can't stand to think about
A heart so big it hurts like hell
Oh my god I gave my best
For 3 whole years to end like this
Do you want to fall apart?
I can't stop if you can't start
Do you want to fall apart?
I could if you can't try
Fix what I've undone
"Cause I hate what I've become
You know me
Are you thinking too?
You just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define
So let's cause a scene
Clap our hands
And stomp our feet
Or something
Yeah something
I just gotta get myself over me
I could stand to do without
All the people I have left behind
What's the point in going 'round
When it's a straight line baby
A straight, straight line
So let's make a list of who we need
It's not much if anything
Make a list of who we need
We'll thorw it away 'cause we don't need anyone
No we don't need anyone
You know me
Are you thinking too?
You just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define
So let's cause a scene
Clap our hands
And stomp our feet
Or something
Yeah something
I just gotta get myself over me
And I hate what I've become
You know the night life is just not for me
'Cause all you really need are a few good friends
Don't wanna go out and be on my own
You know they started something I can't stand
You leave for the city
Count me out
'Cause all this time id wasted on everything I've done
You know me
Are you thinking too?
You just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define
So let's cause a scene
Clap our hands
And stomp our feet
Or something
Yeah something
I just gotta get myself over me
It is becoming increasingly obvious that I am somewhat anti-social. It's not that I don't have a good time when I'm with people, it's just that I don't go out of my way to get into those kind of social situations, and therefore have very few real friends. I'll probably die alone.
So, it's finally our first real break from school. That's always a good thing. I'm heading up north tonight with the family for a few days. I can't wait to get up there. It's been way too long. People think I'm insane for actually liking it up there. I guess you have to really know me and have come up there with me to understand. Things are just simpler there. Simpler? More simple? Ah, well. It's a nice break from the chaos people call school. Sure, the summers are amazing, but there's a certain calmness to even the winter days that I haven't been able to find anywhere else.
I got a vicious paper cut yesterday and everytime I move my hand it stings. How inconvenient. That's one of the bigger things that stands out from these past two days at school. That and the nasty yellow spider that was crawling on my ceiling this morning that I smashed with my flat iron. How lame.
Oh man. My brother just threw my dad's laptop down a set of stairs. Holy cow. The screen's shattered. My dad's flipping out because it has all of his work stuff on it. I'm freaking out because it has a lot of my college information and all of my downloaded music on it. Well, at least it HAD all those things. There's a major dent in out new hardwood floor where it landed. I can't believe that kid. He's not normal. He can't quite manage to do anything right. He can't even just drop it like a normal person. He's falling, flailing, and manages to THROW the thing. And they wonder why I lock myself in my room when I get home from school. My house is just way too chaotic.
Well, I have to go pack.
Then, I'm off to Lewiston!!!
Condescendingly
Ugh. Meat. I am seriously considering becoming a vegetarian. That is the most appealing option at this point.
Have you ever woken up to the smell of raw meat? Yeah, today was one of those days. My dad got back from a big hunting trip in Montana yesterday. He got a 300 pound elk that he's pretty proud of- and I was happy for him. That is, until I had the pleasure of waking up to the scent of it. It was just an overwhelming smell of flesh and blood that was, believe it or not, extremely nausiating. I've always had problems when it came to raw meat, but this pushed me over the edge.
Ahh! I'm so grossed out!
"The First Single" The Format
I can't stand to think about
A heart so big it hurts like hell
Oh my god I gave my best
For 3 whole years to end like this
Do you want to fall apart?
I can't stop if you can't start
Do you want to fall apart?
I could if you can't try
Fix what I've undone
"Cause I hate what I've become
You know me
Are you thinking too?
You just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define
So let's cause a scene
Clap our hands
And stomp our feet
Or something
Yeah something
I just gotta get myself over me
I could stand to do without
All the people I have left behind
What's the point in going 'round
When it's a straight line baby
A straight, straight line
So let's make a list of who we need
It's not much if anything
Make a list of who we need
We'll thorw it away 'cause we don't need anyone
No we don't need anyone
You know me
Are you thinking too?
You just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define
So let's cause a scene
Clap our hands
And stomp our feet
Or something
Yeah something
I just gotta get myself over me
And I hate what I've become
You know the night life is just not for me
'Cause all you really need are a few good friends
Don't wanna go out and be on my own
You know they started something I can't stand
You leave for the city
Count me out
'Cause all this time id wasted on everything I've done
You know me
Are you thinking too?
You just dont seem to see
I've been waiting all this time to be
Something I can't define
So let's cause a scene
Clap our hands
And stomp our feet
Or something
Yeah something
I just gotta get myself over me
It is becoming increasingly obvious that I am somewhat anti-social. It's not that I don't have a good time when I'm with people, it's just that I don't go out of my way to get into those kind of social situations, and therefore have very few real friends. I'll probably die alone.
So, it's finally our first real break from school. That's always a good thing. I'm heading up north tonight with the family for a few days. I can't wait to get up there. It's been way too long. People think I'm insane for actually liking it up there. I guess you have to really know me and have come up there with me to understand. Things are just simpler there. Simpler? More simple? Ah, well. It's a nice break from the chaos people call school. Sure, the summers are amazing, but there's a certain calmness to even the winter days that I haven't been able to find anywhere else.
I got a vicious paper cut yesterday and everytime I move my hand it stings. How inconvenient. That's one of the bigger things that stands out from these past two days at school. That and the nasty yellow spider that was crawling on my ceiling this morning that I smashed with my flat iron. How lame.
Oh man. My brother just threw my dad's laptop down a set of stairs. Holy cow. The screen's shattered. My dad's flipping out because it has all of his work stuff on it. I'm freaking out because it has a lot of my college information and all of my downloaded music on it. Well, at least it HAD all those things. There's a major dent in out new hardwood floor where it landed. I can't believe that kid. He's not normal. He can't quite manage to do anything right. He can't even just drop it like a normal person. He's falling, flailing, and manages to THROW the thing. And they wonder why I lock myself in my room when I get home from school. My house is just way too chaotic.
Well, I have to go pack.
Then, I'm off to Lewiston!!!