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This entry is really just for me bc i needed to do it.
Tomorrow morning is Danielle's viewing and funeral.
Danielle,
The last this i want to do is say goodbye. This is going to be so hard.
Just knowing that i'm never going to see you again.
That we'll never to share our weekend stories,
we're never going to show off our new coaches purses to eachother.
That we'll never have our chicken finger and french fry dates,
I ate them on monday after i heard the news.
That we'll never hang out in the computer lab again,
I hadn't showed you how to wordwhomp yet.
that I won't have you sitting next to me in the classes we were planning on taking together.
I don't know how im going get through Writing for business or international, or PfP now.
I'll never make fun of you bc of your sweatpants again.
I'll never hear you refer to Jeannie as J Dubs.
I'll never hear about or see new pics of your cats on your cell phone.
I won't hear stoies about your "boyfriend" anymore or the police hunt for your purse.
You'll never make fun of me bc of my greek letters again.
We'll never cheat on an accounting test again, i don't think you knew but i looked at your tests all the time, you helped me out a lot this year and every past year.
We'll never go to training for PwC together.
We'll never get to work at PwC together.
There are so many things we've planned that will never happen now.
You were too smart for your own good.
You meant alot to me, just because you were always there, someone i saw everyday when i was on campus, you always listened to me, even if what i had to say was stupid and boring, you listened. You were one of the few constants in my life, and now your gone and i'm lost.
I just starting crying.
I had no idea what to do with myself in Mass's class on wednesday. I just sat there, stairing, Nadine sat in your seat, i don't think i could have beared to see it empty, like on monday. I couldn't listen to anything he was saying, the whole time i was just thinking, about what.. i don't know.
Alot of people in the accounting dept are being really supportive, this is so hard. Duban, Jud, Owens, Nadine, Jen, have all been so nice. Mass gave me a hug on monday.
I miss you. I don't know why you left us, maybe i'll never know. But i hope you know that your missed by alot of people. I talked to your dad and brother on wednesday and they obviously love and miss you very much too.
I wish you could read this. I hope in some way you can see this.
I can't remember the last time i've cried so much, it so hard to keep in the tears, they just keep coming.
I don't know how i'm going to get through tomorrow actually saying goodbye to you for the last time.
You we're a great person, May the angels lead you Danielle. I'll see you one day. God Bless.
-Carrie
Tomorrow morning is Danielle's viewing and funeral.
Danielle,
The last this i want to do is say goodbye. This is going to be so hard.
Just knowing that i'm never going to see you again.
That we'll never to share our weekend stories,
we're never going to show off our new coaches purses to eachother.
That we'll never have our chicken finger and french fry dates,
I ate them on monday after i heard the news.
That we'll never hang out in the computer lab again,
I hadn't showed you how to wordwhomp yet.
that I won't have you sitting next to me in the classes we were planning on taking together.
I don't know how im going get through Writing for business or international, or PfP now.
I'll never make fun of you bc of your sweatpants again.
I'll never hear you refer to Jeannie as J Dubs.
I'll never hear about or see new pics of your cats on your cell phone.
I won't hear stoies about your "boyfriend" anymore or the police hunt for your purse.
You'll never make fun of me bc of my greek letters again.
We'll never cheat on an accounting test again, i don't think you knew but i looked at your tests all the time, you helped me out a lot this year and every past year.
We'll never go to training for PwC together.
We'll never get to work at PwC together.
There are so many things we've planned that will never happen now.
You were too smart for your own good.
You meant alot to me, just because you were always there, someone i saw everyday when i was on campus, you always listened to me, even if what i had to say was stupid and boring, you listened. You were one of the few constants in my life, and now your gone and i'm lost.
I just starting crying.
I had no idea what to do with myself in Mass's class on wednesday. I just sat there, stairing, Nadine sat in your seat, i don't think i could have beared to see it empty, like on monday. I couldn't listen to anything he was saying, the whole time i was just thinking, about what.. i don't know.
Alot of people in the accounting dept are being really supportive, this is so hard. Duban, Jud, Owens, Nadine, Jen, have all been so nice. Mass gave me a hug on monday.
I miss you. I don't know why you left us, maybe i'll never know. But i hope you know that your missed by alot of people. I talked to your dad and brother on wednesday and they obviously love and miss you very much too.
I wish you could read this. I hope in some way you can see this.
I can't remember the last time i've cried so much, it so hard to keep in the tears, they just keep coming.
I don't know how i'm going to get through tomorrow actually saying goodbye to you for the last time.
You we're a great person, May the angels lead you Danielle. I'll see you one day. God Bless.
-Carrie