mmh time for bed?
This is procrastination at its best. I’ve done everything in my best power to avoid doing anything useful today. That’s it, because I don’t know what might possible make me want to do any homework. Why? It’s not fair that some people don’t do anything; they sleep, eat, party and get away with things. Yet, I can’t just go to bed because I feel guilty. So, I’ll just procrastinate some more. I just hope I can get it together before college swings around… because it’s right around the corner.
So much has been on my mind lately… and so much has happened. I’ve decided I don’t need nor want boy drama. I once used to not care about those things and I know that I can do it again. All that has done is cause problems that I can’t deal with. It’s caused me to be scared and questioning. I also don’t like to admit that I probably wasted too much time on things I can’t account for anymore. I’ve also decided I’m way to young to have someone tie me down, I’m going to enjoy what I have left of high school and party in college. This all might sound very stupid, but if you knew, it’s a way better plan that what’s been up lately.
Last weekend I hung out with the Russians I met through Misha, and let me tell you, they can drink. Actually too much, where everyone gets so stupid they don’t know left from right. Partying with them was absolutely fun, and it was different. However, all that also comes with lots of drama. The day after, I was already getting in on the all the juicy gossip which I didn’t want to be a part of. It turns out the crazy boys from Steak ‘n Shake that get 5 gallons of coffee and cream are actually pretty cool, but only in small amounts. By the third day I wanted to escape my house or have everyone vanish and curl up on the couch to watch some ‘Friends’.
Once I get everything in order, I plan to live up my senior year. I just feel like I’m doing so much less this year than I have my whole entire life put together. I’ve made a “to do” list that’s about a mile long and I’ve gotten really none of it accomplished. That’s it, I need motivation, maybe kick myself in the butt a few times and might help. I’ve made up my mind; I’m going to go write that late essay for English, then off to bed. Tomorrow I have to get at least 5-10 things done of that “to do” list or I’m hopeless.
So much has been on my mind lately… and so much has happened. I’ve decided I don’t need nor want boy drama. I once used to not care about those things and I know that I can do it again. All that has done is cause problems that I can’t deal with. It’s caused me to be scared and questioning. I also don’t like to admit that I probably wasted too much time on things I can’t account for anymore. I’ve also decided I’m way to young to have someone tie me down, I’m going to enjoy what I have left of high school and party in college. This all might sound very stupid, but if you knew, it’s a way better plan that what’s been up lately.
Last weekend I hung out with the Russians I met through Misha, and let me tell you, they can drink. Actually too much, where everyone gets so stupid they don’t know left from right. Partying with them was absolutely fun, and it was different. However, all that also comes with lots of drama. The day after, I was already getting in on the all the juicy gossip which I didn’t want to be a part of. It turns out the crazy boys from Steak ‘n Shake that get 5 gallons of coffee and cream are actually pretty cool, but only in small amounts. By the third day I wanted to escape my house or have everyone vanish and curl up on the couch to watch some ‘Friends’.
Once I get everything in order, I plan to live up my senior year. I just feel like I’m doing so much less this year than I have my whole entire life put together. I’ve made a “to do” list that’s about a mile long and I’ve gotten really none of it accomplished. That’s it, I need motivation, maybe kick myself in the butt a few times and might help. I’ve made up my mind; I’m going to go write that late essay for English, then off to bed. Tomorrow I have to get at least 5-10 things done of that “to do” list or I’m hopeless.