Sep 14, 2004 23:36
alli, did you by any chance post my last entry by accident? because i know i didn't write that...
however, i feel like i've done so much today, and accomplished a whole lot too. i'm running on totally no sleep, and i think we have a quiz in physics tomorrow.
troy basically said he feels weird around me. this is a huge relief, i can yet again feel normal in school now. maybe after i wrote him an e-mail saying that we should talk he got the point and wanted to make himself look good. it doesn't matter, he's a good kid anyway. although, i totally have been ignoring him so badly lately.
jay? i have no idea what in the world i'm getting myself into. i don't need a guy right now that's for sure. and i'm not taking the first opportunity that comes my way. so why were we on the phone until like 2 am last night?
after the hospital volunteer thing i went to watch morgan play volleyball! oh my gosh, she's amazing. i totally wish i had some more talent. she can draw too! i only have boring talents, which no one cares about, haha.
then we went to ruby tuesdays after her game! it was so awesome, finally we got this thing for journalism done. i might actually even be able to get an ad from them, but i don't know how sure i am about that.
okay, so no sleep, and yet i don't feel tired. i should do physics and get my ass into bed because i know tomorrow morning i'm going to want to hit myself really hard for not going to bed right now. if i go right now, i'll have 6 hours of sleep. why the hell is that so little? where did the time go!? arg.
keeping myself busy like this is exactly what i need. after school emily came over before cheerleading and i just don't know how to help her. she seems so upset, and she says it's for no reason. palm coast just grows on you after a while, and she's just really home sick and probably hates palm coast. hopefully we'll all hang out on saturday or something.
mia is so sweet. :) i read what she wrote in her senior will the other day and i about cried. hopefully she can work saturday and sunday with me now, because then work might actually be enjoyable.
sweet dreams and goodnight everyone. sleep tight and don't let the bed bugs bite. love irina.