May 08, 2006 21:58
My nose is bruised to the point of looking like rudolph(not from santa but a guy)lol. I woke up sunday morning and it was like that. I really don't know what to say about saturday. I love love love hugging my guy with his muscular arms and smell of man. It scares me what chemistry we have and how little we really talk. Should I really care about talking when it feels almost perfect the way he treats me and kisses me and stares into my eyes. Especially when I have been feeling so ugly lately. I hope our hook up and then space of time between doesn't become such a pattern again. My mile thing since I got my car is almost at 100!! I really don't know about the guys that I went to prom with. Like I haven't talked to them or anything. Oh wells I guess that was just to go and have fun and not continue it. I'm ok with that. Before I was so off of having a boyfriend but I really just want one now since he has been treating me like I want to be treated and I don't ever feel like he does anything wrong or malicious or selfish.