Aug 11, 2005 19:03
Warning! Venting: Why am i always singled out!? Just because i go to church and i'm not overweight seems to make me an out-cast. I feel like all i do is defend myself. I also just defend my friends... they judge me and my friends... They don't even know what they are talking about most of the time and that is when it's most frustrating. They just assume and don't listen. I try not to get worked up. I just clam up and try to change the subject. I just don't know what to do... they aren't giving me constructive criticism. It just brings me down. I can't wait till this next year of school is over. I'm gonna save up money to move out asap. I want to at the end of next summer. I love my family and i know they love me.. its just they think they are helping me or giving me advice, but they don't realize how they do it and how it makes me feel...
Alright enough of that. I just needed to vent somewhere about that. Dinner tonight was just pick on Brittany time...
I hung out with Nick for a bit and we had some good talks and watched West Wing. I really like that show. :) Its best to start that show from the beginning (in my opinion) instead of in the middle somewhere. He can be a real cool guy when he wants to be. I'm glad we're still friends.
I hung out with Brett the past couple days. He took me to lunch yesterday and today he took me to see The Island. I really liked that movie. It was a bit long, but i really liked it. But he's going back to WSU on saturday, so i won't see him for a while.
Tate and Ralphie are coming home this weekend. But then Halka leaves after this weekend too... so sad. But we're gonna be hanging out as much as possible before she leaves. I think we're gonna have a welcome back tate, and good bye Ralphie party/get-together. Yeah everyone is going back to school real soon... hmmm... :(
Work is going really well. I'm getting to know everyone better, getting to know how everything works better, and i have pretty regular hours. Days don't take as long.. yeah i know its boring to read this, but i just want to say it cuz i'm glad i like my job, so back off! ;) I'm thinking about getting a second job so i can get more money quicker, like being a waitress. But we'll see.
I've been seeing lots of movies lately, not only The Island<3 Ewen McGregor, but Dead Calm~okay, Punch Line~good, Big Fish~love it/<3 Ewen McGregor, (Hey Nick, i never realized Isaac is in that! I got really excited) and The Big Bounce~pretty good~Owen Wilson :).
I'm vewy tired tho. I've gotten 10 hours in the past 2 days. So sorry if i rambled and this entry sucked. Oh well. I'm gonna go watch Never Land.