this is hard..

[sweetbrilliance]

well jason's mom came home sunday from florida and she bought a house so they're moving on the 11th..this is so hard..i hate thinking about it..i love them so much but the thing thats really getting to me is that addie won't grow up around them..lana keeps asking us to move with them and that would be awesome but jason doesn't want to leave his band and i don't want to leave my parents and i'm on the right track at panera..i'll go to the trainers class on the 26th then six months after that i can become a manager..one of the managers asked me the other day if i wanted to be a manager and i told her yes..i don't know why she asked me that but it still gives me hope..i'm pretty confident at what i do there, i'm really good in all the areas i'm trained in which is all of them but one and i'll learn that soon cause the girl that does it is pregnant so she'll need someone to cover for her while she's on maternity leave and she wants me to do it so yeah..hopefully after i'm a manager and if this band doesn't work out then i can transfer to florida but i still don't want to leave my parents and my sister-who by the way is pregnant again and is due in november- but yeah..i think it'll work itself out..i just don't want them to go..they're really excited but sad too. it just sucks..i hope the goodbyes go ok..i want to go with them when they move but it's too soon and i can't get work off..oh well..thats whats happening with me.
oh and i'm sick which sucks but i think it'll go away soon. i hope so anyway..
rachel and cameron are doing good. i went to see them like two weeks ago and he is so sweet..doesn't really cry a lot and is just altogether happy..i want to see them a lot but i work too much..and once again i'm sick so it wouldn't be a good idea..ok thats it for now.