Jun 30, 2005 23:22
Push me out from the darkness,
To a sky that's colored blue.
Where someone's finding happiness.
While I'm still here so hung up on you.
The hardest things to say
are the words that mean the most.
So I'll bite my tongue til it bleeds
and I doubt you'll even know.
The easiest things to fake
are the feelings to fool someone else.
And I've been tricked so long by you,
that I spent these last few months in my own hell..
A failed apology
A day too late but now I see
That all you really want is to see me dangle neck first from a tree
But what would you need me for?
You've got friends galore
And all you'll ever be to me is a waste of time, and nothing more.
I hate myself,
I hate myself for hating myself
loving you like this.
Just enough to love you.
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