May 07, 2009 08:35
I'm just frustrated...
I don't even know what to post, really, just because what I want to write about I might get into trouble for..(by friends)
Basically...In a nut shell...I'm attracted to someone who is quite a few years older than myself. I've always been attracted to older people, I don't always act on the feelings, but I'm attracted.
And here's why I may get into trouble..I want to act on my feelings.
I'm thinking waaaaaaaaaaaaaay to much about what I want to do and it's making me so ancy that I can feel my skin move....
He has shown interest back but like I said...the age gap is huge and just to be honest with myself...I think I'm to immature for him. I still love being a kid once in a while. I love randomly tackling my friends or getting into wrestling matches in the dirt....he's a man.
I'm still a kid.