friends
with everything that has been going on in my life, it has helped me really appreciate my friends so much more. i love every one of them, all of you. and not only appreciate my friends who i currently talk to, but remember and miss dearly all the friends of my past.
vanessa has always been like a sister and it's great knowing how strong our friendship is without needing constant reassurance of contact.
adam, nick, ascough and blair are all really great and fun. fucking love ascough and blair! so is steph and john although they are really just uni based. benji, we need to hang out more. and karl, i wish it was more than just online. he cooked me lunch, once.
i miss raki so so much. i found some stories i wrote about him and i know things will never be the same between us because of where we've gone in our lives.
i miss david. matt was fun. i miss hoju and dan. brooke was hot. atoy and his crew are always fun but we really only get together on organised events.
i used to chat to allison, elise and aaron (you lj peoples, hehe) a lot, but really it's not so much. still occassional comments and such, but we're busy people no longer in our teens.
i wonder what things would be like if i'd never gotten married. who would i be hanging out with? still jumping from group to group coz the boys loved me and hated me? would i still be playing games with their hearts at my whim? whose arms would i be in, and whose ears would hear my sweet nothings i whisper?
vanessa has always been like a sister and it's great knowing how strong our friendship is without needing constant reassurance of contact.
adam, nick, ascough and blair are all really great and fun. fucking love ascough and blair! so is steph and john although they are really just uni based. benji, we need to hang out more. and karl, i wish it was more than just online. he cooked me lunch, once.
i miss raki so so much. i found some stories i wrote about him and i know things will never be the same between us because of where we've gone in our lives.
i miss david. matt was fun. i miss hoju and dan. brooke was hot. atoy and his crew are always fun but we really only get together on organised events.
i used to chat to allison, elise and aaron (you lj peoples, hehe) a lot, but really it's not so much. still occassional comments and such, but we're busy people no longer in our teens.
i wonder what things would be like if i'd never gotten married. who would i be hanging out with? still jumping from group to group coz the boys loved me and hated me? would i still be playing games with their hearts at my whim? whose arms would i be in, and whose ears would hear my sweet nothings i whisper?