whats tha dillio?
well well well.. i have a honda civic now =) a car.. that WORKS.. fuck all the rest.. im happy..lol i dreamt that i lived in a different house.. but the side gate was like the gate from sarahs moms house..lol and that my mom and mel made me go on a hunt for clues in the back yard that lead me through the gate and to the front where there was the most BEAUTIFUL chevy ive ever seen. i not sure what year it was but it was OLD.. and it was green..lol ((like the honda)).. and wheni went to get in it.. NOMAR wouldnt let me drive.. lol.. then suddenly we were in GA on that curve that u end up on if u pass teh street u need to turn on to get to my dads house..lol ((the dead end)) w.e but it wasnt a dead end.. it lead to a big ass car acident and nomar was liek speeding in my fucking car..lol and he hit a curve just a bit oo fast so we ended up in someones yard..lol wtf? what a wierd dream. w.e..
Yesterday was a good day.. i had a blast.. i relaxed all morning.. tanned for a bit n read my book.. then marianne came to get me n we went to get lissy.. after getting lost we finally got her..lol we ended up at red lobster n in my opinion we had a GREAT time. =) took lotsa pictures.. so ill be posting them up.. eitehr on here or on my myspace..lol who knows. possibly both..lol
on another note..
I really miss my dad =( ... i wish there was a way to tell nomar that id rather go to GA than ANYTHING else in the world.. but i cant do that to him cuz its his vacation too.. and i know hes real excited abt what hes picked for us to do. but shyt man.. its been since thanksgiving since ive seen my dad.. and i miss my sister sooooo much! i feel like im missing out... i missed out on the BEST years.. and now im missing out on teh rest? wtf man!? i feel like im not even a part of her life.. dellacy doesnt know what shes got man.. shes a lucky lil shyt.. n im nto too sure that she appreciates it like she should.. but w.e she gets to see her whenever she wants so its not that big a deal for her. but it is a big deal to me.. i really just wish that theyd move down here =( its selfish to say.. i know.. but oh well.. i think i have teh right to be a lil selfish.. eek! ok im getting emotional.. thats my que to end this journal..lol
HOLLA!
Yesterday was a good day.. i had a blast.. i relaxed all morning.. tanned for a bit n read my book.. then marianne came to get me n we went to get lissy.. after getting lost we finally got her..lol we ended up at red lobster n in my opinion we had a GREAT time. =) took lotsa pictures.. so ill be posting them up.. eitehr on here or on my myspace..lol who knows. possibly both..lol
on another note..
I really miss my dad =( ... i wish there was a way to tell nomar that id rather go to GA than ANYTHING else in the world.. but i cant do that to him cuz its his vacation too.. and i know hes real excited abt what hes picked for us to do. but shyt man.. its been since thanksgiving since ive seen my dad.. and i miss my sister sooooo much! i feel like im missing out... i missed out on the BEST years.. and now im missing out on teh rest? wtf man!? i feel like im not even a part of her life.. dellacy doesnt know what shes got man.. shes a lucky lil shyt.. n im nto too sure that she appreciates it like she should.. but w.e she gets to see her whenever she wants so its not that big a deal for her. but it is a big deal to me.. i really just wish that theyd move down here =( its selfish to say.. i know.. but oh well.. i think i have teh right to be a lil selfish.. eek! ok im getting emotional.. thats my que to end this journal..lol
HOLLA!