sorry
i'm sorry i havn't updated for so long, my life has been hectic. i'm gonna make a list of everything that has been going down for the past couple of weeks, and then explain each one.
i might be moving
a guy asked me out, his name is steven
josh got mad at me
steven invited me over his house (haha fun)
my moms brillant idea
josh, confessing his true feelings, and me swating them away
i think thats all that has happened for know, let's start explaining.
i might be moving.
a couple days ago my mom found something out. i would put it down in here, but i don't want everyone in the world to know. anyway......my mom got really mad at my dad and know he's in trouble.
a guy asked me out, his name is steven.
he asked me out on the september 15 and we have been dating ever since. not really that important
josh got mad at me.
josh says that he was going to ask me out again when school started, and told steven that he wass going to, and then steven asked me out. i'm not sure weather to believe this or not. i dunno if i really trust josh. if he really wanted to go out with me again, why did he break up with me in the first place?
steven invited me over to his house. (haha fun)
last friday i there was a dance at bearkshire south. it started at 7 so untill then i chilled at stevens house. we sat on his couch and watched a movie, it was fun. shaun of the dead, what could be more romantic? romantic or not, i was sooooooo happy. i felt so at home in his arms. him holding me, it felt perfect. i felt sooooooo, just peaceful, thats the best word i can think of, the feeling was indescribable.
moms brillant idea
mom thinks that we should start a bad and breakfast. i think that would be sooooo cool. she said that one of her friends and her daughter could come live with us and help run it. her daughters name is liz and she is so cool. i think that it would be fun to have a bed and breakfast. always meeting new people, always seeing new things. ahhh it sounds sooooooo fun.
josh, confessing his true feelings, and me swating them away
i don't really want to descirbe this situation so i'm just gonna let you read out internet conversation.
i'm skiiergirl91
he is archerlg2
Skiiergirl91: it worked......i unblocked you
ArcherLg2: ok
ArcherLg2: so...............................
Skiiergirl91: whats up?
ArcherLg2: nm u
Skiiergirl91: nothin
Skiiergirl91: brb
ArcherLg2: ok
Skiiergirl91: back
ArcherLg2: hey
Skiiergirl91: hey
Skiiergirl91: sorry, sean needed a picture of a hearse for some school project
ArcherLg2: k
ArcherLg2: so..........................
Skiiergirl91: whats new?
ArcherLg2: nm u
Skiiergirl91: same
ArcherLg2: right...;-)
Skiiergirl91: wait.......huh?
Skiiergirl91: whats with the wink?
ArcherLg2: u and him
Skiiergirl91: please, continue
ArcherLg2: kt and sw
Skiiergirl91: indeed
Skiiergirl91: those are our initials
Skiiergirl91: what do you want to know
ArcherLg2: nothing.............
Skiiergirl91: dude, why do you care so much?
Skiiergirl91: you dumped me
ArcherLg2: no i didn't
Skiiergirl91: you shouldn't have hard feelings because i have a new boyfriend
Skiiergirl91: yes you did
ArcherLg2: no i didn't
Skiiergirl91: whatever
ArcherLg2: fine f that
ArcherLg2 is away at 8:44 P.M.
ArcherLg2: i still love you
ArcherLg2 returned at 8:46 P.M.
Skiiergirl91: who the fuck are you kidding?
Skiiergirl91: you never loved me to begin with
ArcherLg2: nobody and yes i love you
Skiiergirl91: than why the fuck did you lie to me?
Skiiergirl91: you broke my fucking heart the day you said that
Skiiergirl91: but i got over it
ArcherLg2: about wat
Skiiergirl91: about what my ass. that night, at the fireworks. I never loved you kyra, i don't believe in love, i don't know what love is, i don't love you you can't deny it
Skiiergirl91: that is what you said
Skiiergirl91: and it broke my heart
Skiiergirl91: i was devastated
Skiiergirl91: but i got over it
ArcherLg2: ask sw if he love you
Skiiergirl91: he has told me many times
ArcherLg2: his just saying that
Skiiergirl91: like you were?
ArcherLg2: no i loved you w/ all my heart
Skiiergirl91: well tough break dude, you can't have me
Skiiergirl91: i'm happy with steven and you are a jackass
Skiiergirl91: do you seriously think i would date you again?
ArcherLg2: i said lets slow down
ArcherLg2: no
ArcherLg2: but
Skiiergirl91: but nothing
Skiiergirl91: maybe you wanted to slow down, but once you got to school you started dateing christina
ArcherLg2: sweet pea i am so, so, so, so, srry
Skiiergirl91: i don't care if you are sorry
Skiiergirl91: stop calling me sweet pea
Skiiergirl91: that is in the past
Skiiergirl91: i am not yours anymore
Skiiergirl91: you can't have me
ArcherLg2: sw asked u before i could kyra
Skiiergirl91: YOU DUMPED ME
Skiiergirl91: out relationship ended that day at the fireworks for me, and it is going to stay there
ArcherLg2: i was going to ask u out but sw did it first
Skiiergirl91: say his name like a man
ArcherLg2: fine
Skiiergirl91: even if you did ask me out i would never go out with you again
Skiiergirl91: NEVER
ArcherLg2: just to let you know i will always love u
Skiiergirl91: maybe so, but i don't really care anymore
ArcherLg2: and i don't care wat say
Skiiergirl91: why the fuck did you lie to me?
Skiiergirl91: why?
ArcherLg2: about wat
Skiiergirl91: you know what
ArcherLg2: no i don't
Skiiergirl91: that night at the fireworks, you said that you never loved me, that you didn't know what love is
Skiiergirl91: you killed me inside when you said that
Skiiergirl91: but i got over it.
Skiiergirl91: so should you
ArcherLg2: fine
ArcherLg2: i am srry and don't if u care
Skiiergirl91: i know your sorry, i'm just not going to forgive you
Skiiergirl91: i have every right to be mad at you
ArcherLg2: yes u do
Skiiergirl91: i know i do
ArcherLg2: fine
Skiiergirl91: why are you telling me this now?
Skiiergirl91: i just want to know
ArcherLg2: because i
Skiiergirl91: wow, your an honor student, but i guess a full sentence is just too much to ask
ArcherLg2: i am srry
ArcherLg2: because i have not been able to pull my feelings together
Skiiergirl91: well, go crying about it to christina or michelle or sarah or whoever the fuck your dating now
ArcherLg2: fine if ur going to try me like shit then fucking block me again
ArcherLg2: wat a bitch
ArcherLg2 signed off at 9:08 P.M.
interesting eh'? i think so..........i still like josh and i probably always will, but i love steven. josh is a cheating jackass, i would never go out with him again. i wouldn't do that do myself.
my life sucks at the moment, i fell stupid. i don't know what to think. AHHHHHHH my brain hurts.
i'm so torn, i know what i want to do, i just don't know what i should do. i love steven, but something inside me is telling me i should forgive josh. at the moment, i really don't care what the voice is saying.
i might be moving
a guy asked me out, his name is steven
josh got mad at me
steven invited me over his house (haha fun)
my moms brillant idea
josh, confessing his true feelings, and me swating them away
i think thats all that has happened for know, let's start explaining.
i might be moving.
a couple days ago my mom found something out. i would put it down in here, but i don't want everyone in the world to know. anyway......my mom got really mad at my dad and know he's in trouble.
a guy asked me out, his name is steven.
he asked me out on the september 15 and we have been dating ever since. not really that important
josh got mad at me.
josh says that he was going to ask me out again when school started, and told steven that he wass going to, and then steven asked me out. i'm not sure weather to believe this or not. i dunno if i really trust josh. if he really wanted to go out with me again, why did he break up with me in the first place?
steven invited me over to his house. (haha fun)
last friday i there was a dance at bearkshire south. it started at 7 so untill then i chilled at stevens house. we sat on his couch and watched a movie, it was fun. shaun of the dead, what could be more romantic? romantic or not, i was sooooooo happy. i felt so at home in his arms. him holding me, it felt perfect. i felt sooooooo, just peaceful, thats the best word i can think of, the feeling was indescribable.
moms brillant idea
mom thinks that we should start a bad and breakfast. i think that would be sooooo cool. she said that one of her friends and her daughter could come live with us and help run it. her daughters name is liz and she is so cool. i think that it would be fun to have a bed and breakfast. always meeting new people, always seeing new things. ahhh it sounds sooooooo fun.
josh, confessing his true feelings, and me swating them away
i don't really want to descirbe this situation so i'm just gonna let you read out internet conversation.
i'm skiiergirl91
he is archerlg2
Skiiergirl91: it worked......i unblocked you
ArcherLg2: ok
ArcherLg2: so...............................
Skiiergirl91: whats up?
ArcherLg2: nm u
Skiiergirl91: nothin
Skiiergirl91: brb
ArcherLg2: ok
Skiiergirl91: back
ArcherLg2: hey
Skiiergirl91: hey
Skiiergirl91: sorry, sean needed a picture of a hearse for some school project
ArcherLg2: k
ArcherLg2: so..........................
Skiiergirl91: whats new?
ArcherLg2: nm u
Skiiergirl91: same
ArcherLg2: right...;-)
Skiiergirl91: wait.......huh?
Skiiergirl91: whats with the wink?
ArcherLg2: u and him
Skiiergirl91: please, continue
ArcherLg2: kt and sw
Skiiergirl91: indeed
Skiiergirl91: those are our initials
Skiiergirl91: what do you want to know
ArcherLg2: nothing.............
Skiiergirl91: dude, why do you care so much?
Skiiergirl91: you dumped me
ArcherLg2: no i didn't
Skiiergirl91: you shouldn't have hard feelings because i have a new boyfriend
Skiiergirl91: yes you did
ArcherLg2: no i didn't
Skiiergirl91: whatever
ArcherLg2: fine f that
ArcherLg2 is away at 8:44 P.M.
ArcherLg2: i still love you
ArcherLg2 returned at 8:46 P.M.
Skiiergirl91: who the fuck are you kidding?
Skiiergirl91: you never loved me to begin with
ArcherLg2: nobody and yes i love you
Skiiergirl91: than why the fuck did you lie to me?
Skiiergirl91: you broke my fucking heart the day you said that
Skiiergirl91: but i got over it
ArcherLg2: about wat
Skiiergirl91: about what my ass. that night, at the fireworks. I never loved you kyra, i don't believe in love, i don't know what love is, i don't love you you can't deny it
Skiiergirl91: that is what you said
Skiiergirl91: and it broke my heart
Skiiergirl91: i was devastated
Skiiergirl91: but i got over it
ArcherLg2: ask sw if he love you
Skiiergirl91: he has told me many times
ArcherLg2: his just saying that
Skiiergirl91: like you were?
ArcherLg2: no i loved you w/ all my heart
Skiiergirl91: well tough break dude, you can't have me
Skiiergirl91: i'm happy with steven and you are a jackass
Skiiergirl91: do you seriously think i would date you again?
ArcherLg2: i said lets slow down
ArcherLg2: no
ArcherLg2: but
Skiiergirl91: but nothing
Skiiergirl91: maybe you wanted to slow down, but once you got to school you started dateing christina
ArcherLg2: sweet pea i am so, so, so, so, srry
Skiiergirl91: i don't care if you are sorry
Skiiergirl91: stop calling me sweet pea
Skiiergirl91: that is in the past
Skiiergirl91: i am not yours anymore
Skiiergirl91: you can't have me
ArcherLg2: sw asked u before i could kyra
Skiiergirl91: YOU DUMPED ME
Skiiergirl91: out relationship ended that day at the fireworks for me, and it is going to stay there
ArcherLg2: i was going to ask u out but sw did it first
Skiiergirl91: say his name like a man
ArcherLg2: fine
Skiiergirl91: even if you did ask me out i would never go out with you again
Skiiergirl91: NEVER
ArcherLg2: just to let you know i will always love u
Skiiergirl91: maybe so, but i don't really care anymore
ArcherLg2: and i don't care wat say
Skiiergirl91: why the fuck did you lie to me?
Skiiergirl91: why?
ArcherLg2: about wat
Skiiergirl91: you know what
ArcherLg2: no i don't
Skiiergirl91: that night at the fireworks, you said that you never loved me, that you didn't know what love is
Skiiergirl91: you killed me inside when you said that
Skiiergirl91: but i got over it.
Skiiergirl91: so should you
ArcherLg2: fine
ArcherLg2: i am srry and don't if u care
Skiiergirl91: i know your sorry, i'm just not going to forgive you
Skiiergirl91: i have every right to be mad at you
ArcherLg2: yes u do
Skiiergirl91: i know i do
ArcherLg2: fine
Skiiergirl91: why are you telling me this now?
Skiiergirl91: i just want to know
ArcherLg2: because i
Skiiergirl91: wow, your an honor student, but i guess a full sentence is just too much to ask
ArcherLg2: i am srry
ArcherLg2: because i have not been able to pull my feelings together
Skiiergirl91: well, go crying about it to christina or michelle or sarah or whoever the fuck your dating now
ArcherLg2: fine if ur going to try me like shit then fucking block me again
ArcherLg2: wat a bitch
ArcherLg2 signed off at 9:08 P.M.
interesting eh'? i think so..........i still like josh and i probably always will, but i love steven. josh is a cheating jackass, i would never go out with him again. i wouldn't do that do myself.
my life sucks at the moment, i fell stupid. i don't know what to think. AHHHHHHH my brain hurts.
i'm so torn, i know what i want to do, i just don't know what i should do. i love steven, but something inside me is telling me i should forgive josh. at the moment, i really don't care what the voice is saying.