To all of those who care...
... I really wanted to go to Narnia tonight. I think important conversations will be happening.
I also had a breakdown today that is not likely to get better for two weeks or so. I am officially engaging my self-defense mechinisem; Hot baths, sleep, little social interaction.
When my stress levels get this high, dealing with more than two people in a social situation becomes terrifying to me. So, with this in mind I will not be at Narnia this or next week. I may very well drop off the face of the earth.
Rest assured though, that I will return when this show is open. I really want to be a part of tonight's conversation, but I would just curl up in the corner and whimper all night.
Sorry all. Now I'm off to have a bath.
I also had a breakdown today that is not likely to get better for two weeks or so. I am officially engaging my self-defense mechinisem; Hot baths, sleep, little social interaction.
When my stress levels get this high, dealing with more than two people in a social situation becomes terrifying to me. So, with this in mind I will not be at Narnia this or next week. I may very well drop off the face of the earth.
Rest assured though, that I will return when this show is open. I really want to be a part of tonight's conversation, but I would just curl up in the corner and whimper all night.
Sorry all. Now I'm off to have a bath.