Dreams
had a dream last night that is sticking with me. I was in a room with a lot of people going through normal life and these alien things were taking everybody over. they looked like earthworms crossed with leeches. Ok, if you guys don't already know I'm terrified by leeches for some reason. I was running around this house trying not to be invaded by them. My nana got invaded and my cousins and I felt like I had something in my eye and pulled one out. Icks. Then I got in a car and was able to escape them at the very last second. Then I ended up with bad ex of mine in a place where there were like 10 beds in a room. We rented a bed pretty much and worked for this Hispanic guy as a singing group. We were there for awhile and played all kinds of gigs, I never sang in the dream, but we were pretty good. The other band there was a band that sang and played in Spanish. I didn't say that right but I think the point is clear enough. I ended up getting pregnant. And w e were happy. My family didn't know where I was because I remember him saying that we can't do certain gigs because they were close to where I live. Somehow the aliens had found their way to this house too and I was trying to save me and my baby from being infected. I don't remember what happened to bad ex, but at one point it was a very pregnant me trying to survive. Then I woke up.
The only sense I could make of this dream is that I'm feeling like shit from everyone else is trying to become my shit and take me over. Then the thing with my ex that was very bad to me is that at one point he was very good to me and made me feel so loved. I want that. He stood for the life I want, a guy that loves me enough to leave everything if need be, a guy that shows it and tells me he loves me and loves me passionately. And a baby, a guy that wants to have babies with me. *sighs* wish fulfillment dream combined with a stress dream. Of course there was sex involved in the dream. I have to get that out somewhere.
The only sense I could make of this dream is that I'm feeling like shit from everyone else is trying to become my shit and take me over. Then the thing with my ex that was very bad to me is that at one point he was very good to me and made me feel so loved. I want that. He stood for the life I want, a guy that loves me enough to leave everything if need be, a guy that shows it and tells me he loves me and loves me passionately. And a baby, a guy that wants to have babies with me. *sighs* wish fulfillment dream combined with a stress dream. Of course there was sex involved in the dream. I have to get that out somewhere.