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i am in like the worst mood ever! g-d my life sux...like i took finals today and like they were easy and im not worried about tomorrows, i am extremely worried about friday's but thats a different story...im just sooooo pissed off
i guess it started when sara would not stop complaining about her history grade..."omg i might not get an a" well fuck that, im not passing, i have a fifty something, so even with the ten points i cant do it, g-d it sucks but no shes pissed because she might get a b?
no it didnt really start there, because it started like yesterday, again i dont know y...i was just inky! and im soo like grrr i jsut wanna like curl up n cry...
i think im gunna like stop with ryan, its like false happiness i think...like i was thinkin bout it earlier because i just dont have time, i havent talked to him like all week and idk i just dont wanna half ass do this...and then like i looked at his lil xanga thingy and its like "im not over dixie yet" n im like yea okay...lol lovin the way not a damn thing in my life works out quite right...i just like cant take it anymore...like ive already taken a hour bath and eaten like 7 chocolate peanut butter things, and its not going away, im sposed to be cleaning my room but i just cant, im so sick of everything
and like omg...today eugina came up to me n was like "i know ur not like in mock trial anymore but can we still have the lock in at ur house?" was like what the hell? of course i said yes because i love mock trial then i realized how dumb that was...i feel so....i dont know like i just want to die, it awful...im done with it life is stupid
i guess it started when sara would not stop complaining about her history grade..."omg i might not get an a" well fuck that, im not passing, i have a fifty something, so even with the ten points i cant do it, g-d it sucks but no shes pissed because she might get a b?
no it didnt really start there, because it started like yesterday, again i dont know y...i was just inky! and im soo like grrr i jsut wanna like curl up n cry...
i think im gunna like stop with ryan, its like false happiness i think...like i was thinkin bout it earlier because i just dont have time, i havent talked to him like all week and idk i just dont wanna half ass do this...and then like i looked at his lil xanga thingy and its like "im not over dixie yet" n im like yea okay...lol lovin the way not a damn thing in my life works out quite right...i just like cant take it anymore...like ive already taken a hour bath and eaten like 7 chocolate peanut butter things, and its not going away, im sposed to be cleaning my room but i just cant, im so sick of everything
and like omg...today eugina came up to me n was like "i know ur not like in mock trial anymore but can we still have the lock in at ur house?" was like what the hell? of course i said yes because i love mock trial then i realized how dumb that was...i feel so....i dont know like i just want to die, it awful...im done with it life is stupid