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As everyone probably sees, i have deleted the controversial entery of sept. 10th...i did this to stop the controversy...
first if you are reading this, and you dont have an open mind, stop...i cant try to explain myself and it fall upon deaf ears [well, blind eyes i guess]
second, none of what i am about to say is an attepmt to excuse my actions, it is an explination, i will not attempt to excuse something that for the most part was not wrong
the live journal post from september 10th was not a pitty plea, it wasnt trying to involve the world in my battle, actually, i told u all in the entry itself not to get involved...the entry was there simply to let people know what was going on inside me at that point in time...and, that is why i feel no remorse and i know in my heart that i was not wrong in putting that post up. some people, took it to their own agendas to bring themselves between me and my fight, but hey if you bring yourself into the fight, who is there to blame?
i would like to appologize to jessica. not for the post, i meant that, but for the route i took to get my point across, i shouldnt have used names, and by doing so, i have slandered both her and my reputations. so in order to try to make up:
all that i said in that journal was just anger...it was all jaded red so here is what i want the people to know
kates wrongs:
language in the live journal
calling people names
using real names
responding and getting angry at the responses posted for the entry
jessicas wrongs:
yelling at katie for her judiasm
jessicas rights:
not slandering katie and just being mean one on one
so who wins this battle? that is up to the point of view, the only thing that really is set in stone: the battle is over and at this point in time, jess and i have no relations, friendly or non
here, i am only asking for ur forgiveness, that i might not deserve, so i respect each decision made, and i wish there was a better way for me and jessica to finish this and i do miss her, but as Kurt Vonnegut would say: so it goes...
so in conclusion, i ask again that people not get involved with the arguement, right now jess n i do not have a relationship, and thats okay, just dont try to fix it, its more salt on a wound that is already too deep...so please, let us handle this...
thank you for your help, or attempts at, but we dont need them
thank you for reading this with an open mind and again i am sorry for this and im sorry for everything that i have caused...i would also like to appologize for everyone that is both jessica and my friends, i have put you in and awkward position and im sorry...
first if you are reading this, and you dont have an open mind, stop...i cant try to explain myself and it fall upon deaf ears [well, blind eyes i guess]
second, none of what i am about to say is an attepmt to excuse my actions, it is an explination, i will not attempt to excuse something that for the most part was not wrong
the live journal post from september 10th was not a pitty plea, it wasnt trying to involve the world in my battle, actually, i told u all in the entry itself not to get involved...the entry was there simply to let people know what was going on inside me at that point in time...and, that is why i feel no remorse and i know in my heart that i was not wrong in putting that post up. some people, took it to their own agendas to bring themselves between me and my fight, but hey if you bring yourself into the fight, who is there to blame?
i would like to appologize to jessica. not for the post, i meant that, but for the route i took to get my point across, i shouldnt have used names, and by doing so, i have slandered both her and my reputations. so in order to try to make up:
all that i said in that journal was just anger...it was all jaded red so here is what i want the people to know
kates wrongs:
language in the live journal
calling people names
using real names
responding and getting angry at the responses posted for the entry
jessicas wrongs:
yelling at katie for her judiasm
jessicas rights:
not slandering katie and just being mean one on one
so who wins this battle? that is up to the point of view, the only thing that really is set in stone: the battle is over and at this point in time, jess and i have no relations, friendly or non
here, i am only asking for ur forgiveness, that i might not deserve, so i respect each decision made, and i wish there was a better way for me and jessica to finish this and i do miss her, but as Kurt Vonnegut would say: so it goes...
so in conclusion, i ask again that people not get involved with the arguement, right now jess n i do not have a relationship, and thats okay, just dont try to fix it, its more salt on a wound that is already too deep...so please, let us handle this...
thank you for your help, or attempts at, but we dont need them
thank you for reading this with an open mind and again i am sorry for this and im sorry for everything that i have caused...i would also like to appologize for everyone that is both jessica and my friends, i have put you in and awkward position and im sorry...