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I am not happy with who I am anymore. My life is nuthing but a lie. I lie to my mom, and if I told her the things I keep from her it would destroy her, I am in love with someone who fucks with my mind and the leaves. I just feel out of place, I want to cry all the fucking time. I want to be sumthing I could never be. I can't even tell my own friends the truth when it comes to how I feel. I hide everything so no one knows me, I just don't want to get hurt. And I feel lost and abandoned. I give up, on everything and everyone.