ima bitch
omg im such a bitch i fel like wicked bad ok soo this kid cares bout me a mad lot but i jsut focus on pat im soo mean and yea like he said today im to godo for him...yea right! im no good enough for any1...cuz i mean a kid cares and i dotn care all i do is care bout pat...thats when u no ur a bitch....grrr i hate myself for being liek this liek i wasnt this way last year i was sweet and this year well idk ive totally changed my ways..im soo gay!!! i feel likei wanna cry and on the otha note tonoght i would have m,et pat 9 months ago!!! jsut kils it to cuz im like sad ova that....and im chainless!!! grrrr this night aint workin out at my advantage....i aint likin this...cuz idk it just sucks!!! i wanan liek throw something at some1...im tellin amanda my dance story i love this gurl OMG ima miss marissa when she moves!! aww i love that gurlie and ima call ehr and send her letters...ok that kid that likesm e no longerl ikes me!! ok its ok now hes getin me a teddy bear tho yay!! hehe...ok in 15 minutd 9 months ago id be dacein to take my breath away wit patrick....and i feel in love wow i talk botu it like were still goin out...kinda sucks hoe lik 2 months later im still like wow i love pat....well i dont say i love him anymore cuz i dont...it just a thing i got i mean he was my best friend...and yea the way we met is very spical to me...like he walekd in and was like i got dumped...and i just went ova and was liek wanan be my best buddy then we danced to take my breath away and a a certin part he pulled me close soo i could hear his heart beatin...and i feel in love with him but its kinda hard to forget that moment even tho im really really tryin...and then from there it was all history we started going out the next day....and that will be tomrrow when i gotta go into school...yea hmhmh im feelin quit bad...