pat pisses me off!!!!!

[sweetazsuga_ab]

ok soo last night pat decided to call me a cunt and shit and blah blah and he was gonna come up to me in school and "tell me off" and he neva did yea..grrrr it pissed me off cuz i really wanted him to idk y but mayb it solve some of his problems cuz i no im hertin him alit more now then like when i went out wit him! hes soo fucked up tho like he jsut decided not to say that shit to me soo he tells otha peopel and of course they tell me...i dont get him amanda is tryin to explain him to me but i still dont get him liek how can he change his feeligns for soo many girls at once like now he doesnt like melissa anymire he likes kaitlyn tobert but as he says....he has no heart i really am startin to feel abd for pat...and what sucks the most is that after calling me a bitch and a cunt and he hatesm e and wants me to die id still run to him if he eva needed my help witch sucks!!! and i dont no y id do it but i no i would im soo gay! but anyways beth and kay came ova after school and we jammed and then rich called us and we chatted and we all sang together!! it was awesome!!! idk hes hot but anywas idk im sooboared i almsot hooked dan and beth back up cuz there soo cute hehe ima match maker...i no i no....hehe my hand says i love josh and rickey i love those boys idk im really confused right now....grr im tryin to like new people but it doesnt seem to work cuz i cant c myself with otha guys...grr ima go think bout things

<33 Ashaa