aggravated....
you know....since Tu has a year left in the Navy I would have thought that he wouldn't really go anywhere except stay at the pier and have duty.....yea that's wrong! Tu has like only 3 months out of the 12 months left that he's not going to deploy....
he has duty this halloween so he is going to miss halloween again...and i get to take both the kids trick or treating by myself....at like..the mall..or would i rather just drive to an area and walk around with them? not sure about that....
then he leaves for monday for a week..and every week after that until thanksgiving...then he has a couple of days off for that (not sure when his duty days are so not sure when we will be having turkey if at all)
then he leaves again in december...he will miss emma's birthday again! (2nd year in a year that he will miss it because of a work up) and he wont even have christmas with us....but he will have the 2nd half of leave so 2 days after christmas until the 1st or 2nd is when he will have leave...
after that we're not sure...but man this is going to suck for emma...emma was so looking forward to a party this year...i mean..she's turning 3...3!! and she wants cake, and balloons and party hats.....
im not sure if Tu is going to miss TJ's birthday again or not....it seems like Tu misses all the important crap....*sigh* occupational hazard....i hate those words....mainly cuz i say it all the time
everyday emma asks me...Mommy where's daddy? i tell her he's at work...and she's like....I miss my daddy.....
it's getting so hard now because emma understands so much now....we actually have to prep her the day before and tell her that daddy has to go to work the next day so she wont become this sad little depressed girl again...
and plus....im pregnant again..and he already told me that theyre leaving for a thing in june (just to let me know type of thing) so he might not even be there for the birth of our third child either...wont that be something?
*sigh again* and he's now put his resume up at monster.com for review for possible jobs in our area up north...and he already got a call from somebody..so im hoping that he makes first this time around that way the job offers will come more easily for him...but yea...im glad he got on top of that the other night...me and him are worried about finances for the next baby because hell be out when the baby is about 5 months or so....so he will need a good paying job real quick!!
im looking for a job down here right now..im getting a few bites but my main concern is looking for childcare for the kids...i need someone cheap but good....hahaha..when am i ever going to find that kind of combination??
he has duty this halloween so he is going to miss halloween again...and i get to take both the kids trick or treating by myself....at like..the mall..or would i rather just drive to an area and walk around with them? not sure about that....
then he leaves for monday for a week..and every week after that until thanksgiving...then he has a couple of days off for that (not sure when his duty days are so not sure when we will be having turkey if at all)
then he leaves again in december...he will miss emma's birthday again! (2nd year in a year that he will miss it because of a work up) and he wont even have christmas with us....but he will have the 2nd half of leave so 2 days after christmas until the 1st or 2nd is when he will have leave...
after that we're not sure...but man this is going to suck for emma...emma was so looking forward to a party this year...i mean..she's turning 3...3!! and she wants cake, and balloons and party hats.....
im not sure if Tu is going to miss TJ's birthday again or not....it seems like Tu misses all the important crap....*sigh* occupational hazard....i hate those words....mainly cuz i say it all the time
everyday emma asks me...Mommy where's daddy? i tell her he's at work...and she's like....I miss my daddy.....
it's getting so hard now because emma understands so much now....we actually have to prep her the day before and tell her that daddy has to go to work the next day so she wont become this sad little depressed girl again...
and plus....im pregnant again..and he already told me that theyre leaving for a thing in june (just to let me know type of thing) so he might not even be there for the birth of our third child either...wont that be something?
*sigh again* and he's now put his resume up at monster.com for review for possible jobs in our area up north...and he already got a call from somebody..so im hoping that he makes first this time around that way the job offers will come more easily for him...but yea...im glad he got on top of that the other night...me and him are worried about finances for the next baby because hell be out when the baby is about 5 months or so....so he will need a good paying job real quick!!
im looking for a job down here right now..im getting a few bites but my main concern is looking for childcare for the kids...i need someone cheap but good....hahaha..when am i ever going to find that kind of combination??