the art of losing myself, in bringing you praise
i hate making life-changing decisions.
i hate that my parents dont understand why I want to go to Hillsong University in Australia to study ministry.
...and I just want to understand where God wants me. Its hard for me to understand exactly what His calling is, especially because I know beyond anything that God wants me in ministry but I have no idea where or at what capacity. In the past week I have finally understood what it means to trust in God, to not worry about tomorrow, and allow Him to take control, which has not been an easy thing. Im just waiting to see where the next year brings me. In exactly a year I may be getting ready to be apart of the United Hillsong Conference which is my dream. However everyday something new happens that either brings me closer or farther away from making that happen.
ahhhhhhh.
i hate that my parents dont understand why I want to go to Hillsong University in Australia to study ministry.
...and I just want to understand where God wants me. Its hard for me to understand exactly what His calling is, especially because I know beyond anything that God wants me in ministry but I have no idea where or at what capacity. In the past week I have finally understood what it means to trust in God, to not worry about tomorrow, and allow Him to take control, which has not been an easy thing. Im just waiting to see where the next year brings me. In exactly a year I may be getting ready to be apart of the United Hillsong Conference which is my dream. However everyday something new happens that either brings me closer or farther away from making that happen.
ahhhhhhh.