May 19, 2002 19:37
it's strange the kinds of things that make you lose respect for people.
in fact it's downright sad.
i guess i missed the lesson when everyone was told that in order to have a LOT of fun... you had to pick up a beer and walk around like an idiot... damn i really wish i would have gone.
there were no pelvic thrusts and screams of "you grows up... you grows up... and you grows up!" at breakfast this morning but it was still beautiful... when i was awake i suppose.
i am running off on tangents and not sticking to the lines but i suppose i'd better get used to that.
yes yes last night was fun.
i even smiled when i fell asleep, because i raised my head with bobby pins still tightly secured before i hit the pillow and looked at my beautiful girls all asleep... makeup caking into their skin, hair falling on their faces, exhaustion flowing through their bodies but they were so happy. they were all so utterly happy then. and i smiled and shook my head because i hoenstly do love them too much.
and then i laid my head down on the pillow
fell in line with their breathing
and slept.