Feelings of guilt, confusion and doubt take over my mind.....
Ugh things suck her in denver. Wish i could quit feeling so alone and lost. Everyone tells me "Atheena You're just being retarded you have an awsome life and though the past sucked the present won't." Easy for them to say. I haven't even been able to manage looking at myself in the mirror and everytime ask myself why i think the things i do i always wind up confusing myself and fighting with myself... yes myself. I doubt i will ever really be able to talk to anyone anout my problems and i'm not sure i am going to preserve my life as well as i have tried in the past.,... Idk anymore just rambling....If anyone cares they can comment..........