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[sweetatheena]

dear Daddy
im writing this letter to tell you 
all the things that are to hard to say
i want u to know i'll love you forever
through the hurt the loss and the shame
i will be beside you in life's trials
dad our relationship is broken 
we have too much hurt and anger
i dont want to lose you nor do i aim to hurt you
i want us to have a healthy relationship
dad i no longer want to be afraid to call 
fearing what you'll say and how bad it'll hurrt me
since i was a little tiny girl 
i wanted to be daddy's little girl
i wanted to be the one you didn't have to yell at
but dad every harsh word between us
has left a knife in my heart
why do we have to put eachother down?
i never wanted to be the troublesome child
but now i realize you can only have one golden child'
do you care about my feelings?
do you think i'm not strong enough to hear 
everything you have to say about me?
you live in a pretty small town and things get around
dad i uhave to know is this relationship worth trying? 
daddy i love you eventhough you're ashamed of me
but daddy do you still love me?