changing

[sweetat_sixteen]

I got home today and decided to get rid of many things, on my walls, floors, and in my closet, and I've just realized after cleaning that I am Spring Cleaning. Capitola was beautiful we certainly were lucky to have a wonderful weekend. Defenitely, during this past weekend I've noticed that I really am going through a Bohemian stage, state of mind and taste.

I really am at a loss of words right now and I hurt everywhere and want to sleep. So I'll leave you all with a good quote. That I got off the back of a Starbucks cup, I adore those quotes.

You and your museum of lovers
The precious collection you've housed in your covers
My simpleness threatened by my own admission

And the bags are much too heavy
In my insecure condition
My pregnant mind is fat full with envy again

But I still love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I can't help it…you're my kind of man

Wanted and adored by attractive women
Bountiful selection at your discretion
I know I'm diving into my own destruction

I don't fit in so why do you want me?
And I know I can't tame you…but I just keep trying

'Cause I love to wash in your old bathwater
Love to think that you couldn't love another
I’m on your list with all your other women
But I still love to wash in your old bathwater
You make me feel like I couldn't love another
I can't help it…you’re my kind of man

So I pacify problems with kisses and cuddles
Diligently doubtful through all kinds of trouble
Then I find myself choking on all my contradictions- Bathwater, No Doubt

Quote of the night: "Why are we inspired by another person's courage? Maybe because it gives us the sweet and genuine surprise of discovering some trace, at least, of the same courage in ourselves."- Laurence Shames