update....
well its friday and im sick. as in very sick. i almost couldnt make it through the day. sucks...haha oh well ill get over it. yea yea.
so yea ive been doing great and im even getting awsome grades in college this semester...fantastic. i know. but i still cant wait to move......
oh yea. and i cant wait to go to see joshyyy at college....SWEET!!! what an adorable peice of beautiful he is. hehe......too bad he has to live over an hr. away and this summer its gonna be a little more. i dont wanna jinks anything so im gonna talk more about this lovely darling in future updates. heck yes.!!!
well im sick but ill prolly go raise hell anyways.
oh yea, i forgave paul like forever ago and all the drama that went along with him....more power to him lol. i wouldnt wanna be "freinds" with me anymore either after the derek enhanced drama.....yea screw derek still lol-freak. one thing i did learn with paulie boy was that he was only part of what i wanted in a guy. pshaww he didnt even know my ass well, really. and getting all bent out of shape bc he decided to move on after i decided i wanted to a million times isnt fair...its retarded. i always do that haha. everytime i wanna stop seeing a certain someone i make it happen and then after, i decide they were the man of my dreams....not cool....idk what thats about but its all stopped. **hint to self...if ur board with something or someone and drama keeps continuing then its not meant to be (ok so derek created this but yea)....i already knew this up until he told me about jlo...hahaha im a jerk i am. the paul fling was a sham from the beginning and if i rot in hell thats gonna be why lol. plus that boy lied and thats something you just dont doo to me...even if it was about retarded things and well i kinda did my part too lol..oh well u live and learn ill just be chill with all that...i actually forgot about all it till i started now haha....
have a i mentioned i cannot wait to move!?!!?!?!!
and i cannot wait to go spend the weekend with ummm j bomb
and i cannot wait to go to nyc
and i cannot wait to go to new jersey.........
and i cannot wait till spring break!!!!!
im lovin life right about now.........
well im gonna go showa bc i need tooo hehe.....................lata gatas