May 08, 2007 09:05
i am very excited of the recent news that amanda WILL be coming back to austin for a week this summer. AND it's a week that i'm free so i can dedicate my life to that woman.
other than that, this summer will be dedicated to the big move (to a house without a pool), joel's graduation, fort worth honies, french bureaucracy, and legal research. i want to sign up for spinning classes (kill me) or pilates, or basically any form of physical activity too. (tell me if you want to be my workout buddy, it could be magical) i mentioned this to my mom and she almost started to cry considering our current financial situation, so i will be spending my own money on everything this summer also. i'm not complaining, i hear that's what these "adults" do anyway. i am just so tired of running in circles on a track and i refuse to run in the texas summer heat and die.
i'm feeling a little better, bronchitis-wise. they say i'll have this wheeze for up to a month, which is so sexy. At least it's gotten me to stop smoking completely, and i'm never starting that business again.
i'm having panic attacks about this paper i have due tomorrow. i've written 1/10 pages. i know it's possible and quite probable for someone to write that many pages in a day, but philosophy is so intimidating to me that i can't bring myself to write anything. i wish i had tim brenner's amazing paper abilities.
i can't believe i only have 3 days left in nola. my room's a complete shithole too and i somehow have to pack that up. i hate spending my last days as a sickling. i hasn't hit me that i won't see my tim/katy/allison for a whole year and shubho for who knows when. bahhhhh i won't talk about this now.
austin will be nice this summer, i hope. i just want barton springs and sno beach. that is all.
back to work.