Emotions like whoa!
Ok so apparently im not sad. i kinda got over it in like a couple hours and when i got distracted watching my new Futurama episodes. and then after i got over it i got to talking to hima and so now we're "friends" (avec les avantages). which is cool. i'm of course not so stupid as to think that this means something special, so it's actually a pretty easy thing for me to deal with. i spent some of new year's eve at Dans and his mom and dad are actually showing affection in public. i was a little wierded out but dan seemed to like it so i didn't say anything. i was sorta pissed that he didn't tell me his mom got in an accident, but t'was the season for forgiving...or getting drunk. either way he was feeling pretty good. good enough to keep trying to get with me and of course i refused. well except for the kiss at new years. but that's sorta just traditional never mind how enjoyable. so i had to read jane eyre and i absolutly want to burn the damn book. not that it's not interesting but it's so long. i read the end already so im like " i know what's gonna happen...dammit bring on the marriage!!!" but diligently i read along and now i have to finish the last 4 chapter. i hate school and i really wish a gigantic fire wipes out the entire establishment. or a snow day...whatever.