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Seniors yet?
Who knows!
I personally dont feel like im old enough.
I mean im applying for college this summer... soo odd!
anyways
Its weird how you see people when you turn your blinders off. I was once told that in a relationship you may never see when someone you care about hurts you, Because you have your "blinders" on. you cant see it nor do you want to see it. It only takes that big thing to open your eyes.
I have been finding that its the same for your friends. You can be the best friend to someone and never even realize that they dont treat u the same way. But when that big thing happens and it opens your eyes, you realize so much. Junior year has taught me so much. I HAVE realized who my true friends are, and im lucky for that.
It only sucks that i do have to let go of those people. I feel bad that they dont know who they are yet. I was fortunate enough to find myself in middle school. Where me and my then best friend lindsay spent the better part of 7th grade and all of 8th grade hanging out with boys because we were sick of girls and their pettyness.
I understand that everyone finds themselves and who they are at different times. However, it sucks that it so late for some.
I would not want to spend my high school sucking up to people who I know I dont like just for status. or because they think they are or want to become "North Farmington."
High school is about being YOU not someone your not, learning all that you can not cheating your way through it, and having as much fun as you can not letting it pass you by.
I know what i want my senior year to be and i know who I want to be in it.
"High school is what you make it and, you have the power to make it amazing."
Note to self: treat others how you want to be treated
-actually thats a note to everyone.
Who knows!
I personally dont feel like im old enough.
I mean im applying for college this summer... soo odd!
anyways
Its weird how you see people when you turn your blinders off. I was once told that in a relationship you may never see when someone you care about hurts you, Because you have your "blinders" on. you cant see it nor do you want to see it. It only takes that big thing to open your eyes.
I have been finding that its the same for your friends. You can be the best friend to someone and never even realize that they dont treat u the same way. But when that big thing happens and it opens your eyes, you realize so much. Junior year has taught me so much. I HAVE realized who my true friends are, and im lucky for that.
It only sucks that i do have to let go of those people. I feel bad that they dont know who they are yet. I was fortunate enough to find myself in middle school. Where me and my then best friend lindsay spent the better part of 7th grade and all of 8th grade hanging out with boys because we were sick of girls and their pettyness.
I understand that everyone finds themselves and who they are at different times. However, it sucks that it so late for some.
I would not want to spend my high school sucking up to people who I know I dont like just for status. or because they think they are or want to become "North Farmington."
High school is about being YOU not someone your not, learning all that you can not cheating your way through it, and having as much fun as you can not letting it pass you by.
I know what i want my senior year to be and i know who I want to be in it.
"High school is what you make it and, you have the power to make it amazing."
Note to self: treat others how you want to be treated
-actually thats a note to everyone.