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This has been hard for me to realize...but i need to let u go!
i thought that our freindship was strong enough to make it through the different school situation. obviously it wasn't. you have changed and yes i know that people change and life goes on. Its just been a little harder for me considering you were my bestfriend. I hate the fact that u have changed, but there is not much that i can do. You have chosen this and i have to let u be who you want to be. when i found out that u lied to me it hurt me like none other...for some odd reason i kinda feel stupid for being hurt. I should have known. how could i have been so stupid? U have lied to me before, why wouldnt u do it again? I guess i was just trying to give u the benefit of the doubt because i love you...you were my bestfriend. but now i cant lie to myself any more...i have been doin it for a year, and it sucks. Im goign to move on because i now know that i have the best friends in the world who have my back... and yeah maybe i just met them this year or last and we havn't been freinds as long as u and I have. but i can trust them.
this is my final good bye to you.
I just want you to know that no matter what...im just a phone call away!
i thought that our freindship was strong enough to make it through the different school situation. obviously it wasn't. you have changed and yes i know that people change and life goes on. Its just been a little harder for me considering you were my bestfriend. I hate the fact that u have changed, but there is not much that i can do. You have chosen this and i have to let u be who you want to be. when i found out that u lied to me it hurt me like none other...for some odd reason i kinda feel stupid for being hurt. I should have known. how could i have been so stupid? U have lied to me before, why wouldnt u do it again? I guess i was just trying to give u the benefit of the doubt because i love you...you were my bestfriend. but now i cant lie to myself any more...i have been doin it for a year, and it sucks. Im goign to move on because i now know that i have the best friends in the world who have my back... and yeah maybe i just met them this year or last and we havn't been freinds as long as u and I have. but i can trust them.
this is my final good bye to you.
I just want you to know that no matter what...im just a phone call away!