May 03, 2005 15:32
i cant wait to get out of this hellhole... theres so many people and places and memories that i just want to leave behind. theres like 19? days left of school but everything is so fucked up i cant even enjoy them.. this has just been a sucky year.. prolly the worst one out of high school
i just cant make anyone happy can i?! im so sick of being told what a failure i am or how im such a terrible person... i just cant wait to get away from everything and everyone.. or almost everyone
thank you for showing me just how worthless i am.
I told you everything, opened up and let you in
You made me feel alright, for once in my life
Now all that’s left of me is what I pretend to be
So together, but so broken up inside
Cause I can’t breathe, no I can’t sleep
I’m barely hanging on
Here I am, once again
I’m torn into pieces, can't deny it, can't pretend
Just thought you were the one
Broken up, deep inside
But you won't get to see the tears I cry
Behind these hazel eyes
~Kelly Clarkson - Behind These Hazel Eyes
"How come I'd never hear you say
I just wanna be with you
Guess you never felt that way..."
"You had your chance, you blew it"