motivate me...

[sweetantrum]

My window is covered ice...overwhelmed by it, as I am overwhelmed by life. I'm waiting for someone to rescue me and make things easy again. Too many unknowns right now. Too many scary things, many of which wouldn't begin to scare anyone else. I'm just retarded. Everyone and everything is going to hell. I had this mission to go to Bangor this morning and get laundry done. Yay. maybe i'll actually shoot for that. I might dance tonight too, but part of me just doesn't care or want to that bad, which makes me sad. I hope Ashley will go with me.

Im sick of trying. Trying to help, trying to learn, trying to live with this.
Overwhelmed. I need a shower.