May 20, 2004 13:50
well today would be the last day of skool if i went! xlolx i'm bored as hell im about to go swimming! (again) i went swimming last night after i got offline! i talked to fletcher last night nothing has changed between him! i started talkin to alvie again! he keeps treating me like shit so i finally stuck up for myself! finally! i was being a bitch to him! he deserved it man he treats me like shit well i'm tired of it i'm a person and i have feelings and he should respect those feelings and treat me right! but hey thats ok he can juss go to hell! anyways im still liking brandon! he asked me out but i said i had to meet him first so he took it as a no! i really didn't mean it that way i juss meant i wanted to meet him in person first ya kno?? but damn everybody takes things the wrong way these days and its annoying! I haven't talked to amanda in awhile! and that kinda sucks but its ok i guess! well yesterday was okie dokie! cameron and lil sheila came over and we went swimming! it was fun! cam-Man! is the BOMB he is 3 and is a pimp its funny! well my life is great! i'm finnaly over alvie and i'm happy really happy finally! cuz i dont have to put up w/ his shit no more it got old after awhile! ppl told me i could do better and i guess i really can! and i'm happy about that cuz i had doubts for a lil while! me and sarah switched mans! HaHa thats awsome! xlolx isn't it sarah?!?! I CAN FINALLY DO THE KINKY STUFF I WANTED TO DO!! hell yess! Me and anna are going to hang out this summer and that would be really cool cuz i haven't seen her in awhile! and i miss her man! but o well shes da homie! I haven't talked to many ppl lately! and that kinda hurts man cuz i lost contact with friends that i could tell anything too! I still talk to WaYnE tho cuz hes another homie! i can tell him anything and he wont tell no1! me and him went out and were still friends which is good! he is the only 1 of my exs i can REALLY trust and thats a good thing right?? haha ppl tell me i'm GOOFY! am i really?? xlolx i do act blonde sometimes but not all the time! man my cousin said common since died! i was like i dont get it and they all started laughing @ me how wrong man! i mean i'm blone come on ya gotta help me sometimes! i'm not stupid tho u should be proud! xlolx! well i'm going to go cuz i gotta take a shower! xlolx ~TiNa~