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I am at school my clock was an hour off. I don't know what is going to happen between me and mike. here is what happened I got upset and confused and gave him the ring back in a note walked out of his house drove up and down his street regretting it and hopeing he would come after me and talk to me but he didn't :( I went home and called him and we talk a little but I had to go to work witch i was 2 hour late because I cant read military time.I talk to him last night and got the ring and put it in my pocket and walked out of his house with nothing resolved I put the ring on and soon as I got out side his house. we are going to talk again today I think. I don't know if he still wants me to come over. why is love so hard and why don't guys get what girls are saying I can't make how I feel any clearer but I think he does not understand. I think I need space to get back on track but if I do that then I lose mike but I if I don't I feel bad so what do I do ether why I think I hurt him because I told him that and he does not get why because he thinks if I loved him I could just stay and work it out and every thing would be fine and that there are some things that the brake would get rid of witch is true but I would be back in track and thinking clearly and could deal with those issues better. MIke started a new job today and I hope it goes well for him. I love him and I want him to be happy so much.